hide me!
It's so hard to
SHOW feelings lalo na pag you know it's wrong. So i tend to
HIDE myself. My true self. Alam ko namang may masasaktan din, e. And alam ko tlgang mali. Kaya akin na muna to. :]
Life seems to be too
colorful and
happy without commitment.
Actually, I am not experienced enough but I can say that having a relationship gives you
total happiness... and
total STRESS!. haha. kanina lang npag-uusap usapan.
Pag masaya ka sa relationship, sobrang saya mo!. Pag nagkaproblema nman, tendency for you to be suicidal kung mahal mo tlga. Anghirap diba?..LOVING SOMEONE IS DEFINITELY NOT EASY! Sabe nile, you just follow your heart kaya madali. Yun ang gusto ng puso kaya madali lang gawin. But
love is unfair. parang life din yan. You cannot be on the neutral side. Kelangan your either happy or very problematic and sad. kaya kahit
LOVE IS BLIND!. kahit
LOVE IS THE GREATEST GIFT OF GOD!. still
LOVE MEANS SACRIFICES!.
pero its all
WORTH it daw cause love means
HAPPINESS and
CONTENTMENT. :]
Ganun nman, e. You don't care how many tears you've cried. or how many times you've been LOW for someone.
All you want is to be loved back. Pero parang anghirap na mahalin ka pabalik e, noh? Sometimes you just pity yourself dahil di ka kayang mahalin ng isang tao. You are very much frustated at tinatamad nang mabuhay sa mundo. Pero is that right??? You just let someone control you. Di ka na tao. kasi may nagcocontrol na pala sayo, e. Problema kasi sa love, parang may pendulum swayed infront of our eyes na everything we hear, we follow it without second thoughts.
You can always learn to love someone... but how long can you stand for it and be happy for it? A name you forcedly wrote in your heart. You are happy to learn to love someone but it's not what your heart speaks...
Kelan mo ma-rearealize na di mo pala talaga siya mahal? When he/she's fallen for you so much. na mahirap nang tumayo?Kelan mo marearealize na di ka pala talaga masaya?. Kapag everything for him/her seems to be fair??. And you suddenly spoil his/her aspects in life? Mahirap. As in totally... Kelan ba naging madali ang buhay?. honestly?
NEVER WILL IT BE!
FOR LIFE IS HARD AS IT MEANS. period..
KAYA HABANG TOO COLORFUL PA ANG BUHAY. AT MASAYA PA MAGING BATA. easy lang muna. :]
"Hindi masama ang MAGMAHAL at magkamali. Lahat naman tayo tao lang. Hindi man natin sinasadyang makasakit. Hindi man nila tayo sinasadyang masaktan. Hindi man natin sinasadyang magmahal nang sobra. Hindi man natin sinasadyang magmahal nang KULANG. It all happens for a reason. and only GOD knows why. :]"-tsarmenita.
All shit that started in HIGH SCHOOL... ends in HIGH SCHOOL. :p
Ive been so lazy all day. Good thing, yung mga teachers di sila complete so mraming subjects ang wala tlgang nangyre. :] Nakakaasar lang tlga ung CHEM. It was left to us for an hour pero parang BUONG ARAW niya yatang inexpek na ggwin nmen un..
HASSLE amputa!. hahaha.
-got to go!. :p
Labels: life matters, love, relationships
JINGLE JANGLE
This was an AMAZING JINGLE DAY. hahaha. :]
I went to school with just my costume. but I went home with an accomplished smile saying
WE WON!!!... hahaha.
Pano ba naman, we started composing jingles about Friday?. We, actually some, went to school Saturday to practice. but It's just us and we arranged every song and finished the arrangement. Then, Monday came, that's the only time we can practice every song and step. whew. well, about 5hrs. preparation of everything only..
Val and the choir members we're not around so someone must be in charge. Well, I kind of take hold of myself.. para maayos nrin nman.. Edi sisigaw-sigaw. Ayusin ung mga tao.. Until,
boom!. mood swing. Nainis ung iba for anggulo-gulo daw. Nainis narin ung iba dahil andameng maarte.. Pero still naayos nman. Sa ilalim ng init ng araw sa court... nagpraktis din kme pra lang may maipakita sa mrami. As in. marami nang banas... I stopped for a while.. npapagod din ako. Tigil rn lhat.. kr. kr. kr. titigan. wlang nngyyre. until it came to my mind na sayang ang oras. balik ulet sa date. hanngang nangkagulo na sa formation... bute nlng dumating na ung mga CHOIRERSSS. haha. someone who can also take the lead. kaya un mejo umayos nman...
AND
TADA!. We we're #6. Natapos na kme with a lot of dead spaces.. and extra movements. pati forgotten lines.. edi shet. nagkalat ata pero ok nman...
Awarding time.. ayan. poster-making. winner galing OICLID!. foodfest-kami nanalo. galing OICLID!. at jingle.... kinakabahan ang lahat....
3RD PLACE---------
Contestant #7! I-DIAMOND!.
"aruy... may pag-asa pa. may 2nd p nman, e..." -tsarmenita.
2ND PLACE---------
Contestant #5! II-YAKAL!.
"wlandiyo. wla na to... asa pa ko. nakakalungkot nman napagitnaan pa ah" -tsarmenita
(thoughts: tong mga yakal na to. bute pa cla nanalo..)
1ST PLACE--------- the announcer goes...
"Nanalo rin ata sila last year""shocks!. yakal na pla. aristotle ngayon. atleast 3rd yr." -tsarmenita
CONTESTANT #6 "contestant #6? parang pamilyar ung numero sakin ah" -tsarmenita
III-EUCLID.
"kr. kr. WHATTTTTTTT???? WOOOOOHOOOOO!!!!. WAAAAAAHAAAAA!!!!!!. WUUUUUUHUUUUU!!!!!." - tsarmenita
(sabay tayo sa upuan.. at patalon talon sa pagwawagi!!!! :]:])
sobrang saya ng pakiramdam. grabe. haha. walang kaexpek expek... isipin ba naman... galileo - kaganda ng choregraphy. aristotle - kaganda ng beat!!. tpos EUCLID. sheeet. grabe ang saya!!!.
"NAGBUBUNGA ANG LAHAT NG HIRAP. :]"yan ang kwento ng araw ko.. bukas balik buhay RS-tista nnman. as in. quiz. lecture. activity.
huwaaaattt???..
so... alis na ko.
magbabasa pa ko ng CHAMBER OF SECRETS. ay di pla.
review ng physics! ang charuss. hahaha. :p
got to go. bye bye. :]
Labels: accomplishment, happyDAY, school blahbity
a typical SOONday.
We are so getting
poor and
poor and
poooooor. My mom and dad just gave up the business they're having. So cold cash is running out. My mom just talked to me and I have to stay away from big splurges!. haha. It's hard actually. But i'm doing my best to help them. Kaya in school stuffs, nahihiya ako manghingi ng money sa mom ko, e. feeling ko pabigat tlga. hahaha.
haayy. I slept past 12 yesterday. I actually watched America's Next Top Model. I think that's the Cycle 1. Because well, I've been waiting for sleep to come to my eyes. Then I realized while watching, I've missed a lot of episodes of ANTM Cycle7! rawrr.
I hate this memory of mine.It keeps on missing a lot of things. I don't know what's happening to me? I always forget stuffs. May it be, where I last put my comb or where I left my phone. Gawd... I can't be like this forever. haha. Even my mom scolds me for this things..
WHAT HAS BEEN MY MIND UP TO LATELY???
WHY AM I FORGETTING THINGS???
Anyway, I woke up 8am. I got nothing to do so I watched tv again. I used the PC this late dahil AYAW AKONG PASIKSIKIN NG MGA KAPATID KO SA PC!. leche ung mga un. laro lang nman ng laro. Sabagay, garapal din ako sa oras ng PC. and I can't help but accept na baka masumbatan ako...
"BLOG AT FRIENDSTER LANG NMAN GNAGAWA MO JAN!"kapatid ko lang kayo! panganay ako!-graawr. tsarmenita. haha.
Tomorrow, is school day again. I hate
flag ceremonies. Those ceremonies suck. I have to wake up more early to reach school EARLIERRRRRRR. But, who cares If i'm late? It's just gettin' those fuckin kalat sa school grounds. PWEDE NMANG TUMAKAS!. at wala namang paki ung mga taong manunuod. hahaha.
ANGGWAPO TALAGA NI LLOYDY!. shocks. Im watching ASAP, eh. He's my very much LIKED actor!!. grabe. haha. besides enchong. haha. Diet just got her new haircut. It suits him!. and PIOLO, i just so wanna kill him for his mop-looking hair!.
JINGLE BUKAS!
goodluck EUCLID!.
haha.
to KARIIN: welcome na welcome ka na sa pang8! haha.
-finale. :]
Labels: ME blahblahs, MONEYboos, TV crushie
blahburss...
I was gladly fascinated by this strange and such GANGSTAH expression of Professor Slughorn in Harry Potter...
"HARRY
M'BOY!!"
Slughorn is like collecting this ,preferably, the group of students who came from such Wizarding families if not, parents-who-had-great-PROFILES at Hogwarts. HAHAHA. And upon seeing Harry as one of the GREAT WIZARDS-TO-BE of the time being. He calls him M'BOY!. HAHA. Well, i think not just particularly for Harry but for all the boys themselves. haha.
Meanwhile, I am so filled with joy in finishing HPSorcerer Stone. I'm wanting to start the 2nd book right at this moment, but bad luck I didn't find anyone who can lend me at this certain time. But as I am remembering some favorite lines from the book...
"It is not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live."
- Albus Dumbledore to Harry in the Mirror of Erised (desire)
And this gaudily conversation of Hagrid meeting Norbert!
"Norbert! Norbert! Where's mommy?"- I was in a giggle with this one. pwahahaha.
and having Ron a reply with...
"He's lost his marbles!"- another pwahahahahaha..
I think everyone starts to like Harry Potter. It was known to be quite boring since the movie erupted. Well, it's quite long but actually when you start it, you will start to crave for more action!. Right, Arli? :] (Anyway, as a bueno mano for my future shop, I'll give you
three free things! hahaha. I'll be selling Radcliffe too!. but as for now, I've added him to my reserved lists. hahahaha.)
"libre lang mangarap... walang hanggan na paghiling...."
-tsarmenita. :p
How's my day? Pretty tiring. This day must be JINGLE DAY. But since just a half. Well, I think not even a half came. It will be better to take charge. Lalo na leaders (true leaders) are practicing for the choir. Nothing will happen if noone will stand for the team. So I kindly stood first for them to follow. :]
We've arranged the coordination of the songs, the problem is we've got a short time to conduct steps especially if you're not in the mood to do it. haha. But we've conversed that everything will be completed nalang on Monday. It's also hard to assign formations if we are barely few. So may it START and END on Monday... LAST-MINUTE FREAKS.
:p
Labels: Harry Potter addiction, school blahbity
such cold feeling...
"IT'S BEEN A FREEEEEEE DAY FOR EVERYONE!"no
quizzes.. no
lectures.. no
activities.. no
seatworks..
thanks to that good-timing JINGLE PRACTICE. teachers can't say no. for well, we need time to practice our skills. bwahaha. although, lazy moments are seldom done than strutting ourselves on that big space in our room. We're so much of a
couch potatolately... Everybody's been tired of working.. Anyway, today was quite a FREE day.. well until Monday, for the culminating activity in PEHM CLUB. but when Tuesday comes, tada! the same scenario of an RS student resumes.....
I don't want it to be back!!. hahaha.
Anyway, FOODFEST ng mga SPEDDERS... haysus. kainis.. I was quite
jealouswith the fact that since we left that school, everything became pretty. There happened field trips, the pivotal classes and those 'fests' which requires a lot of participation and ofcourse a lot of fun. Even that COURT//STAGE.. ugh.... it irritates me to see such good differences since our stay!!. But atleast we're still the pioneer students. Noone can remove that.
We are still the LEGEND!. I'm proud for that kahit papano. haha.
AND their food is nice actually!!. It's cheap compared to the cafeteria prices. and they offer free prizes!. So nice. I want to experience that! And there are also spedders who dress like chefs looking like it is a PROFESSIONS DAY. haha.
Going back to my SCHOOL DAY, when we came back... The weirdness came. Nagsimula na ang kaweirdohan ng mga Euclid.. Ayan.. It's unexplainable unless you've seen it.. hayy. We can't keep our tummies from hurting we enjoyed giggling. hahaha. Si Cess baliw din kase..
"basang sisiw!!". haha.
Practice of Jingle. made Jingle songs...
Until I was called, me and NONO went to the J.C.O. quarters. We talked and blah and blah. Until we came to the idea to rip everything off of that bulletin board and left what I and JULIAN and KARREN and PAT and HANNA made. the strips of colorful stuffs.
Hayyy. kapagod..
Pagbalik sa room practice nanaman...
I SAW MY CRUSH! TADA!
I AM
BLUSHING.
I AM
SMILING.
I AM
MALANDITUS.
NAVIXELA!!! hahaha.
He is so cute naman kase!!!!! waaaah. ahahaha.
I want to finish every book of Harry Potter! So i'm borrowing the whole set to whom has one. haha.
-finale. :]
Labels: crushie sightings, laughter, school blahbity
blahboo. :p
Hayyyy...
"And then there were seven"
-betitot
Bakit naman ksi diba? People tend to change minds. haha. I don't blame Inna if she doesn't want to be a part of the group anymore. I blame the reason. That we tend to CHANGE MINDS THE LAST MINUTE.. I'm so ashamed by the fact that she have to be irritated by our KAGULUHAN.. haha. But Inna, you will always be welcome if the attitude of last-minutes went away na. Sayang tlga that we'll be losing you. Your so good pa nman. haha.
Anyway, today was a spectacular day. It was not a boring day I think. It's quite the normal but something's different. :]
1. IT'S A WAND DAY!!!
--- it's so cool! Kami nina Ryan.. almost everyone of us. Kring. Pat. Arli. Novie. etc. etc. mga Adiktus sa pOOOOOOOTer... haha. We played with the spells!!!. Levicorpus. Expecto patronum. Stupify!. Expelliarmus. Until it came to the point that we're so much playing with it. Almoranas. Staphylococcus. Leptospirosis. haha. Until we're so damn about this thing. We created OUR OWN DEATHLY SPELLS. saying the name of the person linked to you. May it be your crush or a suitor... and because of my such admiration to
Daniel Radcliffe, I ubiquitously struck the wand into myself and said the name. bwahaha. What a Pooooooter day!. :]
2. IT'S A HOT///SPLASHES OF RAIN///YAKISOBA DAY....
--- hot, as in, sobrang init! mag-earthquake drill ba naman daw sa initan!. angtarush. haha. kung pwede lng magpayong, e. mapagalitan pa ko. kaartehan. haha. second. ang balita na EL NINO ON THE LOOSE!!!!!. wawa nman ung mga farmers.. awww. ayoko rin ng tagtuyot nu!. pero bglang umulan. ayus!. :] third. 2nd day na nmen ng sunod sunod na paglulunch ng yakisoba.. kung di ka ba nman adikk, e. pero bukas ayaw na!. SAWA NA!. :p
3. KRAS KO!!!.
--- shocks... di ko xa nkta mxado today... hindi mo tlga mkikita ang iyong hinahanap hanggang sa wala ka nang paki. haha. tpus nung di ko na xa hnanap. bgla xang lumabas. sa may bintana. pwahaha. shet. nahihiya ako. pag nkikita ko xa, nkangiti ako!. haha.
Anyway...
I MUST NOT TELL LIES.
nakakatuwa ang mga spells!. :]
I'LL
DIE
FOR
HARRY
POTTER!!!! adik ako!!!
-tsarmenita. :]
pag ako YUMAMAN... magtatayo ako ng HP Shop... selling
xxx
SPELL BOOKS. xxx
ALL KINDS OF POTIONS. xxx
CLOAKS. xxx
JOKE STUFFS. xxx
ALL HP INVOLVED STUFFS NA MAAARING IBENTA! xxx
kitakits tayo sa panaginip!!!. :]
Labels: happyDAY, Harry Potter addiction, issues
happy drops.
Are you
HAPPY? Are you
CONTENTED?
It just needs a simple yes or no. But why does this question seem to be a burden to some? Well, i THINK to a lot... You can answer a YES with a grin. or a NO with the problematic frown...
How do you know if you're happy?. For me, it seems so hard to define. Is it when your life seems to be problem-free and too relaxed? or when you say that everything is going fine with your life? Or maybe when your lovelife goes blossomy, you do have friends you call your own, and a family who cares and trusts? Do you consider yourself happy?
We're mad at problems, aren't we???. And we refer our happiness to our problems, am I right??.
Problems come at unexpected times, i believe. It's there when you least expect it. And sometimes, we still can't accept that this comes for a good-hard lesson. I mean, we still blame God. We still blame the people around us. We even pity ourselves thinking that this is cold
KARMA ruining our lives. We keep on believing that this is an insurmountable phase in life and noone survives.
But simply shooing these deadly
MONSTERS out of our lives can do nothing. For monsters come for reasons... They come to kill you or they come to be killed by you. Period. It tests your ability in decision-making and the listen-to-what-the-heart-says test. And now it's in your hands if you do accept to be killed.
What we do not know about these
GIANT FRUSTRATIONS is that...
they teach us things we don't even wanna hear about...
makes us love stuffs we hate...
makes us hate habits we pretty much can't abandon...
and bring us the JOY, we are longing for...
I don't believe they exist to keep us mourning for our souls.
They exist for us to prepare for battles and armed fights with bloody suckers..
hahahaha.
We have to accept that sometimes, we misinterpret problems and be
EMOs.
eww. (as what it is called now..) I am sure that sometimes, we look at every bad angle in our lives that we forget to look at the GOOD news. We forget to smile on things that needs a laugh. Because we are so much... searching for a dozen FRUSTRATIONS!...
Just be easy on life...
I think I have to apply to that. I have been sure on this one thing. That I have been blind and scared to know that this
THING is not my happiness.
I have been too SURE on stuffs. I never accepted
CHANGE. for people assign CONSTANT things in my life. even though for me, it's not
FINAL. Ive been apting to people's decisions and not thinking about my
OWN...
I had this scenario..
I thought I made a tough decision. I'm proud to make myself free and happy and contented... But then, when you look closer... and think deeper... I realized that..
I certainly made one's life miserable..
I am HAPPY.
I am CONTENTED.
but am i free??.. Have I offered myself the peace of mind?.
NO. DEFINITELY NOT. so I kept
BLAMING MYSELF.BLAMING MYSELF.BLAMING MYSELF. But then, I learned that this is fate.
Life is unfair. I was just lucky to be on the fairer side. I learned to accept that it really is not my fault. I just lived what my heart tells me to so a month ago. I became strong to face the truth.
I had the guts to remove the blindfold in my eyes...That this is what I call
my happiness...
Forcing yourself to please others doesn't bring joy in oneself. You have to please yourself first. You have to feel the contentment of what you chose in your heart. Even if everyone doesn't appreciate your decision. and Even if it is the rule of the world. That majority wins...
What your heart beats truly mean everything... Nobody must care. For it's you who feels it, not them. not anybody.
To last it all,
being happy comes from oneself.
It is a
choice not
fate.
Cherish every galactic moment and feel it until the last buzz comes...
SO WHEN THE END APPEARS, you can CONFIDENTLY say that...
"I have done my best. I have killed the beasts. I have led the war. I have fought every dragon. I have blossomed the true flower in me. I have laughed every insult. I have stood every downfall. I have accepted changes in my life. I have erased hatred and vain in my lifebook. I have loved every people I encounter. I have forgiven people who sinned to me. I have believed in uncertainties. I have took on hold of my life. I have followed my heart. I have reached the top of my capabilities. I have finished every TEAR with a smile. I have lived my life to the fullest! And I am not scared to end this for I HAVE READIED MYSELF FOR ETERNITY." :]Labels: life matters
BOKBOKBOK!
lumalaban ang manok!. haroo. :p
It's a dashing cookfest DAY. wahuuu.
luto.
trip.
luto.
trip.
luto.
trip. never been happier. krung krung. :p
Syempre.. di papatalbog. name plang angvavoom na. haha.
it started with
"CHICKEN ROLL"- boom. ka-cheap!
"CHICKEN BREAST ROLL WITH HAM AND EGG"- ansarap itapon!.
"CHICKEN STUFFED TOY!"- winner!!!. pero sadyang pang-CLOWNS lang. :p
"CHICKEN FILLET ROLL"- whaddapak?.. kelan matatapos tong chicken na to?
"LADY'S CHOICE...."- teka. teka. parang pinulot lang, ah.
hanggang sa... tenententenen.. ang hulog ng langit.
"SINGAPOREAN
CHICKEN
PUFFS"- di madungis, ah.
bree: SINGAPOREAN -
"mukang singaporean ung table-setting nio."karen: PUFFS -
"para cute"ako: CHICKEN!!!! -
"manok talaga, e. magagawa ko?? haha.
THANK YOU TO OUR SPONSORS...
TABASCO SAUCE.OMAR AND RALPH'S DELIVERY.RYAN AND GEROME'S SERVICES.IANG'S GASULAT SA LAHAT NG SUMUSUPORTA. tarush!. :p
ayan. ala
mojo at
bubbles na ang pangalan. ginawa pang Asian diba?? ANLANDUTAY! :p
Anyway... We ended up cooking not as good as it looks compared to the magazine..
but tasters tell it all.
MASARAP NAMAN DAW..pati ang BAHAW namin na
OVERDOSEsa
seasonings and
spices na amoy
FOREST!.
ayun. nilantakan parin. bwahaha. WINNER ANG DATING DIBA??. :]
kaya ayun.. after ipresent. sariling pangalanan na ng PUFF nia. :)) hanggang sa napagtripan ang......
ANG GASUL NI IANG!. bow.
niluto ang CHICKEN RIBS... na wala namang lasa...
hinagisan ng SIBUYAS. ok sa olrayt!.
pinaglutuan ng ham..
at kinain
nang kinain...
at pinakain sa iba. o diba?.
pampulutan!!. haha.
hanggang sa naTRIPAN na rin ang food ng iba. sina cess grabe lumantak. haha. pati grahams chorba ninakaw sa mga pirs yr.
"IT WAS AMAZINGLY FUN! AND BETTER COMPARED LAST YEAR. :]"- Regional Science Daily. :p
nung natikman na ng mga judges. Hayun, lasang
MANOK nman daw..
kala ko lasang
KAMAY, e. bwahahaha. jok lng.
Half day... hot day... tiring day.. ansarap matulog. pero tinatamad ako..
pagkatapos ba nman mgluto. at kumain ng kumain. tulog ang kasunod diba?. :]
HAPPY SIESTA.pero chikahan muna. ang mga friends na minsan lng mkabonding. ayun. ayun na nga ang perfect timing.
xxx.
prans. xxx.
bets. xxx.
alex. xxx.
me. xxx.
inna.
masyado na kseng short ang time smen pra sa weekdays kaya ayun lhat ng mga news and chikadoodles. naUSAP. haha. :p
hanggang sa UWIAN na. UWIAN na.
RED RIBBON... kain nanaman ako. :p
the end ng katakawan day ko. :p
pati kadugyutan,. :p
Labels: food, laughter, school blahbity
ALOHA!. ;]
ALOHA WORLD. :] ambilis kumalat ng Harry Potter.. it's just so
sad... :[ Andmeng namatay.. pati si
VOLDEMORT. charing!. hahaha.
Weee. Harry and Ginny lang pala in the end. And Ron and Hermione. haha. lahat sila
NA-DEAD! maniwala kayo saken. if not, read the book. :] (im just keeping the
cat alive. baka sbihin nila i
KILLED THE CAT na. and
SPILLED THE BEANS.)
baliw ka charmenita!... buking ka na.. :p
"sorry sa lahat ng nagbabasa pa... nalaman ko rin naman sa mga tao sa room. grrr. mga adik, e. ARLI-must-be-blamed parin!!." -tsarmenita. :p
How am I this day?. Im fine actually... except the fact na pinagtripan ako dahil sa
SONNET kong sinikreto.. alam niyo namang alone effect ang drama ko sa Sonnet... ipabasa ba nman sa laht!. hmmph.. pag nalaman ko lng ang baho niyo/mo. haha.
Alam kong may ginagawa kayong kababalaghan sa mga
CHORBA niyo no!!.
Anyway, tomorrow is
COOKFEST.. hmmm. wala kmeng stove. pero kumpleto na sa gamit... I think so.. Eh pagkahirap-hirap nman kse nun. kung gasul...
WHERE. WHERE?. WHERE WILL I GET ONE?kung electric stove.... isa rin yung
WHERE WILL I GET ONE??..Hayy.. half day lang daw buks?. bute nman. whahaha. im just soooo
EXTROVERT pagdating sa class talkatoos. xempre chikahan buong hapon.. at pagpaplano ng stuffs..
like how to
CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY...
panu
VALENTINES DAY??...
panu sa
FIELD TRIP, sino magkatabi??..
pati sa
PROM kung exciting o hinde... :p
diba angbaliw at cute!. napaka-planned ng lahat... kaaga-aga. haha.
:] hanggang dito lang muna!. dudugain ko pa research ko sa
PHYSICS.
---
sssssssshhhhhhhhh ----
ADIEU!.
Labels: Harry Potter addiction, MAD mood, school blahbity
getting addicted...
Grabe. I can feel J.K Rowling's power into my veins. haha. Anggaling niang magpalabas ng imagination promise.
Do you know na yesternight, before I could close my eyes all I can think of is Voldemort beside my bed putting me into an Imperius Curse. natatawa na ko sa sarili ko!.
ARLI-must-be-blamed!!.haha. siya naghawa saken, e. haha. Kaya ngayon i'm really trying to finish HP6 tlga. kse excited na ko sa 7. Eh no-money bumili. kaya pag may pwede na mgpahiram.. i-MSG nio nlng ako sa frendster neh??. o kaya... mag-type na lang kayo sa aking CBOX. haha.
July 18th
"We are almost there! As launch night looms, let's all, please, ignore the misinformation popping on the web and in the press of the plot of Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows. I'd like to ask everyone who calls themselves a Potter fan to help preserve the secrecy of the plot for all those who are looking forward to reading the book at the same time on publication day. In a very short time you will know EVERYTHING!"- J.K Rowling's Diary ü
A FITTING FINALE FOR HARRYClearly, since this is the last chapter, J.K. Rowling decided to go
all out.
It may not be the longest book in the series, but "Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows"
definitely packs the most punch.
The drama starts on the first page and continues practically throughout the entire story.
With Book 7, Rowling brings her phenomenally successful series about the young wizard to a
close. And what a close it is.
"
There were some complaints that Book 6 — "Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince" — didn't have a lot of action until the end, that its role seemed to be filling in important bits of back story and setting the stage for the final installment."
Harry, Ron and Hermione are on the search for horcruxes, vessels that Voldemort created to hold pieces of his soul, which make it impossible to kill him as long as they exist. The search has them moving over various parts of the United Kingdom as they try to fit all the pieces together. Many secrets are finally revealed, all leading up to the
ultimate confrontationbetween Harry and the wizard who tried to kill him so long ago.
"Rowling captured many hearts with her first book, and her last is guaranteed to keep them. She is amazingly gifted, demonstrated not only by the incredibly detailed world she has created, but by the depth of feeling and complexity she writes into her characters."It's all here:
humor,
courage,
redemption,
sadness,
terror,
human frailty — sometimes all in the same character. There are sections that will make readers
laugh out loud, as well as scenes of
such sadness that tears are inevitable.
From a boy of 11, Harry has become a young man, determined to take on quite a burden. He suffers because of his
commitment,and he's not the only one.
Rowling said characters would
die, and she meant it.
Pain and death are constant companions, and sometimes WHO IS TAKEN IS A SHOCKER. The deaths aren't always drawn-out, violent scenes; sometimes, you discover that someone has died at the same time Harry does.
Rowling rewards her faithful readers; there are numerous allusions to people, places, spells and objects that were mentioned in earlier books. It's a pleasure to see how she closes the loop she opened so many years ago with the story of a young boy who one day discovered he was a wizard.
And, of course, she answers many questions:
Why did Snape kill Dumbledore?
Is Snape Harry's enemy?
Where are the horcruxes?
What are the deathly hallows?It's been a long, long road to get to this point (the first book was published in the
United States almost a decade ago), and Rowling does herself
proud.
"She completes her
entertaining,
compulsively readable series with a book that is both
heartbreaking and hopeful, one that left this reader sad to
say goodbye to Harry but thoroughly satisfied at how it all went."
From "Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone" to "Deathly Hallows," Rowling has completed an astonishing cycle of books that can only be described as a
true literary classic.
-- yahoo.com
IT ALL ENDS HERE. READ THE BOOK.. AND FEEL THE LAST PAGE OF BEING INTO A WORLD OF FANTASIES AND MAGICAL REALITIES. :]Labels: BOOKworm, Harry Potter addiction
Waaaahh.
I woke up past 11 na. im so tired yesterday. i mean I'm so bagsak sa KAMA. ala nman akong gnawang kapagod-pagod. haha.
I really wanna go to
KRING'S house.
Birthday niya eh!. :] Kaso, I reckon that my dad didn't allow me for the reason na masyadong malayo. kase nman, CASTILLEJOS. di ko rn nman alam pmunta doon. haha. Pero even though I told my dad na mdme kame. still ayaw tlaga. so fine.
to KRING =
bigyan nlng kta ng gift! GEL PENS na lang diba??.I'm currently reading HP Book6. I'm stuck at Chapter 12
SILVER AND OPALS. Im so excited to finish this hyper-thrilling book. As in so excited. I loved the Chapter where they went to Ogden's memory. The story of Voldemort's past. Gosh. I want to finish it early so that I can borrow books from Arli. Kung anu yung wlang nanghihiram. But. nakakaasar there's the
NET and the
TV. di ako makaconcentrate!!!. haha.
Yesterday was an awful day... pwh.
3RD YRS'
KABASTUSAN ISSUE.pleh. never-ending yan!.
Mali naman tlga ang both sides, e. Pero i rather accept na we're not talking behind his back dahil NAGREREKLAMO kme sa harap nia! even though. ewan ko. i am not sincere sa totoo lang. dahil di ko nrrmdaman kung anung dapat ikasorry. bwahaha.
I KNOW I'MRUDE hahaha.
Kung nakakahiya man kmeng mga 3rd yr. OO NA!. We're having fun nman. and we don't care what they think about us. We're wrong in such matters pro may plano nman kmeng bguhin lht ng mali porke
di kme nglilinis!,
dahil tamad kme,
at MAHILIG kme na maglaro lang ng maglaro. Pasensya na kay Ma'am Domingo kung nahihiya sya pra smen. pero di nmen knakhya srili nmen. hahaha. :p
Anyway, yung sa EYELINER. ako npagalitan.. angcute nman kse, e!. haha. di na ko mage-EYELINER. hahaha.
I LOVE BRAIDS!Happy Bday Kring!!!
nung July 19 pa to.
Sana maging masaya ka parati!
Enjoy life.
PATI SANA MA-ATTAIN MO ANG TOP NA IYONG PINAPANGARAP. HAHAHA.:]
Labels: birthday alert :), greetings, issues
CLOSURE.
if you only knew how scared I was.....
if I had the guts....
I was scared to hurt you...
But now, I've been wrong....
I should have the strength before.....
(regret.) (no! no! no regrets..)
now. it came into a halt.
may both of us rest in our own peace of minds...
start of a good life na oh. :]
Whew. what happened this day?. kadamu!. :]
bad things.
bad stuffs.
awful moments.
awful scenarios.
and a small good "stuff".
1. FRIEND problem.--ok. so here it is. just a drop of a hint.
well, kelangan ko mgtagalog. :p
masamang makialam ng may buhay ng may buhay. sadyang mali.. hanggang payo lang nman tlga ang pwede naming ibigay bilang friends. ok un. pero i realized na masyado tlga kmeng sumobra. first of all,
it is ur life. u know how to handle it. second,
everyone of us has their own point of view of emotion. alam niyo na un. iba't-iba ang itinitibok. kaya walang nakakaalam ng nararamdaman ng isa't-isa. third,
SAKIM si AMIEL!. bwahaha. di niyo ko magegets eh. friendly matters to. :p
-- kung sino ka man. 3 reminders for you.
a.) sana isipin mo bawat hakbang. because we all know that there's no coming back. and if there is, that's a different route around. :]
b.) listen to your heart. noone asked you to listen to EVERYBODY's hearts. hindi kame ang utak at puso mo. kaya't sundin mo lang ang naiisip mong tama. and you don't have to please everyone in what you choose to do.
c.) nandito lang kame, ANG BARKADA MO, always. understand nalang kung may mga situations na umoover kame sa limit bilang barkada. iniicp lng nman nmen mga maaaring mangyare, and the consequences na pwedeng ikahirap mo in the future.
Kaya always put in your mind, na kahit na ano pa ang maging decision mo sa buhay, we'll never question that na. Suportanta ka friend. Dahil makikita din nmen na jan ka masaya sa ginagawa mo. :] And you know what's right for you. We'll always be here for your DOWNFALLS.2. nagalit si Sir Espo. wuhuhu.-- it's the quiz bowl nman kse. Well, kme tlga may ksalanan nun. :] di kme nglilinis. and nkatambay lng kme. shocks. maghanap daw kme ng bgong ticher. haha. AMBABALIW NG EUCLID!!!. ako nalang Physics teacher! para laging free time. hahaha. :p
3. nagalit si Ma'am Domingo...-- sige. pag-initan ba naman. kase nman, sumobra na sa pagkapasaway ung mga di nagpasok ng upuan sa loob ng room. Excuse me, reyna ka? princesa ka? hari ka? prinsipe ka? at may tigahila ka ng chair mo?. Sobra ka na ha!. haha. senxa sa matamaan. :]
-- badtrip diba?. hapong tapat. uwiang tapat. sigaw ang abot sa adviser. sira na mood. :p
ANG KAISA-ISANG GOOD THING...4. MALAKING SURPRISE KAY ma'am daduya na
kanyang ikinatuwa. HAPI BERTDAY!!.-- cake. balloons. candles. card. flowers. & ____ i forgot. haha. natuwa naman c ma'am sa amin. :] naka party hat pa kme chorba no!. haha. san ka pa? para kmeng ngprusisyon na ewan. ang buong baranggay!!. sige sugod sa lib!. haha. ksma namin Aristo, e.
"you make my day"- Ma'am Daduya
ALERT!!!! ALERT!!! ALERT!!!test sa
STAT bukas!!!.
aral aral. hirap daw magpatest, e. haha.
Labels: birthday alert :), daily ramblings, FRIENDly moments
big girls don't cry and im a big girl now.
BIG GIRLS DON'T CRYDa Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
Your probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity
[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But Ive got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay
[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
Ill be your best friend and you'll be mine
Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if u want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
Well be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But its time for me to go home
Its getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity
[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
La Da Da Da Da Da
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VAL!!!!
I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST!!!!
MAY HAPPY MOMENTS ARISE IN YOUR DAYS. :]
IM ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU GIRL! :]
JUST REMEMBER, DON'T LOSE HOPE. EVERYTHING'S GONNA BE ALRIGHT....
FOR WE ARE BIG GIRLS NOW. :P
Labels: birthday alert :), life matters, lyrics
SUCH A DAY!
i have despicably surpassed a day of winds, and raindrops. :]
it was 7 in the morning, when the sweet thud of rain boinged me. haha.
i was quite excited having the fact that this will be the first day of my SINGLE-LALA day. don't tell me what to feel. because the blames and shames, im now OFF. it's now the start of cherishing pompous moments, either alone or with tralala friends. :] Moving on will put back my bubbly persona to where it used to be. ;)
9 am. conquered strong winds to meet friends. :] but sadly, im the only person yet. Until i've seen Girah and the company. :] They invited me for a breakfast at Mcdonalds and who will hesitate? I have nowhere to go and definitely myself to talk to. So we went straight ahead and enjoyed the "plastic" cup of iced tea and saucy spaghetti to start the cold day. Too revved up of pancakes, and bored of eating bread. So let me go for spaghetti. After some laughs and stories, Erika and Tine came. Hey, someone closer to me. Tine and I went to NWO, because there was nothing to DO! and saw the boys play in that hot, sweat-smelling room. haha. Still not contented, we went back to MCDO and started to show off our 'malandi' sides. Suddenly, Tine asked me to get my eyeliner, mascara, curler, and miror off my bag. I did and suddenly, did girly stuffs infront of the guard mopping the floors. What does he think about us? Maybe he wants to shoo us off but he can't do it, "the customer holds the right to do what he want" haha. Then, Bree Tere Mariela and Hanna came to us and made faces for we really are a shame. But Bree joined us and laughed it off. After a lot of eating time, with Tl, Cess and Pat. We texted everyone and went straight to Times Square. Gahd. Other than G&C there were people waiting for the ticket booth to open. Sign that this will be a 'siksikan' crowded day. hmmm. 12.45 will be the first show. So we're the first in line..... then we went to Cinema 2. We were so happy... so calm... so peaceful... we enjoyed the cold air from the cinema and enjoyed our seat when suddenly....
"Oi. Oi. Oi. Die Hard daw tong Cinema 2."
What?????. No!!! We ran from 2 to Cinema 1, then we saw that everyone was hurdling to the door. Good thing, we still got first and chose the best seats of the show. But we laughed our asses off for being stupid. hahaha. The bonding time was great. Sharing popcorns, having popcorns for yourself, sharing drinks, and sharing drinks for yourself. haha. We are like a bunch of kids who enjoy life so badly. :] We are actually a 40 i think. Um. counting all the third years in that cinema. It's so happy.
The movie was nice!!!. It was fun. Although harry looks like a malnourished boy. hahaha. It was fun!!!! Overall, watching HP with friends is undoubtedly more fun than watching it by yourself...
WE ARE THE NOISIEST INSIDE THE CINEMA. PINAKASIGANG KIDS OF THE BLOCK. :]
Labels: happyDAY, movie madness, rainy days
tears and quiet moments
my tears are my only sure confidant...
crying makes the heart be calm.
i believe that crying will surely make you feel better. After that awful day, where I can't believe myself, yesterday was the only time where I let out all my hidden feelings... I want to show everyone that I'm strong. that I don't cry hard... but It's not really easy to hide the hurt you don't want people to find out. And it's definitely hard to let go of someone just because of your own true feelings. I know that I love him just a CLOSE AND TRUSTED FRIEND right now... and I know that what I did is the only right thing to do. I have to let go. He has to let go of me. I can't bear a couple more days... months.... or years... hurting him. But now, I know that it's pretty hard to be alone. With no one when you need someone... but I can handle this... :]
I am independent. I will always be happy even though I'm not. Days are filled with laughs. and nights with tears. My seat in class full of memories. and my pillow in bed full of emotional worries.
It takes a lot of courage to take one big step. To fully leave someone who has never left in rainy and sunny seasons. It takes DREAMFUL NIGHTS to surely say that I wouldn't regret it after... i know that my decision will be judged by people... persons... and friends. and i know that the guy really has to be sacrificial.. but may I let you know, that it's also hard for me... I never said it was easy for me to turn away from the years I've been with this person... I am blaming myself for letting him feel what I MUST BE FEELING. but still im disappointed of myself for making this GUY cry and stoop down...
But here it is.. It was brought to me.. All i can say is the most sincerest sorry...
I AM SO SORRY FOR MY STUPIDITY AND SUCH ATTITUDE.... Life's purpose is not to give us happiness...
It's to give us breakdowns and learn to feel happiness after...
(please respect my moment... pls. understand both sides. although it's harder for him.... blame me for everything.)
Labels: life matters, ME blahblahs, SAD me
woohoo. :]
POTTER IN CINEMAS. 07-11-07
everyone's too excited for this movie. :] I hope we will be early for the 1 o clock show this saturday. gosh. just the talkatoos in school a bunch. talking of MILLIONS of students who said they'll watch. still, how about the people not in school who also plans to watch???.
the 5th movie will surely be a hit if high expectations are met. :]
get ready for the exciting scenes. :] :] :]
school school...
everything has been fired up lately. from memorizations in the Sheperd thing and Maria Clara scenes plus the new and ever Sonnet 43 for some girls... to the impossible preliminary tests, may it be memorization or just the application of those I-HATE-AND-I-DON'T-WANT-TO-KNOW formulas....and to fighting urges of yawning and sleepy eyes because the rain just takes away my attention and those nakatutok fans take away my concentration and puts me in my sleeping mode. haha.
but everything has been fine and good.
love love...
talking about blaming myself... I know i've been unfair to him. I've been selfish of my love and have gone too far. I know I am wrong in breaking up with him for the unidentified perfect reason. I just realized why did it have to happen just now???. When, the time is so perfect for him being happy? Why am I so selfish when it comes to happiness? I never wanted to do this and hurt him... All i want is peace of the heart, the mind and the being itself. Still before the break up, my mind is wrangling with thoughts I can't even decide upon. I've tried to do everything. But maybe he is true.... that we are binded because of my pity of him. I AM SELFISH. But I really tried... I didnt give up easily for I know that this had fought a year and what would be the reason to end it? But this emotion came into me. That I can't take it anymore to hurt him and for myself to fake my feelings. I have to be honest and think that things happen for certain reasons... And I have to accept that it led to this because of God's plans...
Labels: movie madness, relationships, school blahbity
