me time.
I soooo miss the
WORLD!!!!Bad luck has been surrounding me these days. Im happy in school. but very much bored in this big old, ghostly house. hahaha. ;)
I have a lot of stories to share. let me number it nlng. haha. ;)
1. MARAMI AKONG KAGAT NG LAMOK!!!oo. as in fcuk!. Why do those mosquitoes even exist?!?!?! Argh.... lecheng iskwelahan kse yan no. Msyadong maforest. anghirap makibagay. halos kahit saang part na yata ng leg and arm nakagat na ko!!!. whuu. laking problema. ;p
2. ONE DAY AT SCHOOL, THEY WALKED ME TO THE DEAD RAT!isa pang fcuk!. Well, Im the type of person that is a RATTTT-OPHOBIC. but ive been wanting to see Remy (Ratatouille). I havent watched it yet, e. :| bsta ewww!. this rat daw was bitten by a snake. and its insides we're like infront of my face!!. gawd. it never left my mind kamo!. i was freakin and jumping when i saw that. Well, i hate such freakin animals. I just thought the world would be a better place without rats and mosquitoes. :p
3. I FIND IT HARD TO HAVE MY NEW HAIRDO. Well, I just thought this one day, maybe it'll be nice if i change my hairstyle cause my hair is quite boring na. And in fact, im proud of myself. before in these hair cases its so hard for me to choose because I don't want people to have a bad comment of what i look. but now, Im barely free and is not scared to choose!. :] galing no...
4. I CAN'T ACCEPT MY MOM'S RULES TO USE THE COMPUTER JUST FOR THE WEEKEND. When my mom told me that, I was about to yell at her and say everything in her kontra!. This is my life, doesnt she know it?. Besides having my 3-year old phone that now looks like it just came out of St. Mungo's Hospital. (it has band-aids in it). and there's a HEARTART at the back made of nail polish. Am i Not artistic??? HAHAHA. :} Continuing to my story, my dad allows me to use it. but my effin brothers were like jealous me using it while them not. My mom's purpose daw is for us to STUDY!!!. I study at school not here. :p But i can't do anything. Mapalayas pa ko pag nagreklamo ako!. haha.
5. IT'S A FRIDAY(NO CLASSES TOMORROW) FREE TO USE THE COMPUTER, BUT SUDDENLY. IT WON'T OPEN!!!Hayyy. What the heck? I can only use it for like 2 and a 3 days maximum. then it won't open?. Is this karma approaching me????. But now, luckily, my brother did opened it. The cd with the game has a virus yata then our pc was not updated with this anti-virus thing. Kaya naganun. My dad has to delete his files!. I have maximized my options of deleting mine no!. :]
Ayan.....
I hate life kamo.. I know I'm oopey-doopey-happy with my life. Yeah, my world is circling around my friends and family. but Why is it so much accompanied with choices???. And i'm quite scared, lalo na I'm happy, parang being happy is a risk, kase alam mong malapit na yung kinakatakutan mong pagiging lonely mo. Hayyy. Wla naman kaseng life na nsa happiness zone ka always diba?. Anyway, Im very much enjoying my life right now. Everything's been good. Sana wag nang mawala si Happiness sa life ko..
HAPPY 3RD ANNIVERSARY SC!!!. MUASCH! SC BATO!
Labels: life matters, ME blahblahs, NEW stuffs
hide me!
It's so hard to
SHOW feelings lalo na pag you know it's wrong. So i tend to
HIDE myself. My true self. Alam ko namang may masasaktan din, e. And alam ko tlgang mali. Kaya akin na muna to. :]
Life seems to be too
colorful and
happy without commitment.
Actually, I am not experienced enough but I can say that having a relationship gives you
total happiness... and
total STRESS!. haha. kanina lang npag-uusap usapan.
Pag masaya ka sa relationship, sobrang saya mo!. Pag nagkaproblema nman, tendency for you to be suicidal kung mahal mo tlga. Anghirap diba?..LOVING SOMEONE IS DEFINITELY NOT EASY! Sabe nile, you just follow your heart kaya madali. Yun ang gusto ng puso kaya madali lang gawin. But
love is unfair. parang life din yan. You cannot be on the neutral side. Kelangan your either happy or very problematic and sad. kaya kahit
LOVE IS BLIND!. kahit
LOVE IS THE GREATEST GIFT OF GOD!. still
LOVE MEANS SACRIFICES!.
pero its all
WORTH it daw cause love means
HAPPINESS and
CONTENTMENT. :]
Ganun nman, e. You don't care how many tears you've cried. or how many times you've been LOW for someone.
All you want is to be loved back. Pero parang anghirap na mahalin ka pabalik e, noh? Sometimes you just pity yourself dahil di ka kayang mahalin ng isang tao. You are very much frustated at tinatamad nang mabuhay sa mundo. Pero is that right??? You just let someone control you. Di ka na tao. kasi may nagcocontrol na pala sayo, e. Problema kasi sa love, parang may pendulum swayed infront of our eyes na everything we hear, we follow it without second thoughts.
You can always learn to love someone... but how long can you stand for it and be happy for it? A name you forcedly wrote in your heart. You are happy to learn to love someone but it's not what your heart speaks...
Kelan mo ma-rearealize na di mo pala talaga siya mahal? When he/she's fallen for you so much. na mahirap nang tumayo?Kelan mo marearealize na di ka pala talaga masaya?. Kapag everything for him/her seems to be fair??. And you suddenly spoil his/her aspects in life? Mahirap. As in totally... Kelan ba naging madali ang buhay?. honestly?
NEVER WILL IT BE!
FOR LIFE IS HARD AS IT MEANS. period..
KAYA HABANG TOO COLORFUL PA ANG BUHAY. AT MASAYA PA MAGING BATA. easy lang muna. :]
"Hindi masama ang MAGMAHAL at magkamali. Lahat naman tayo tao lang. Hindi man natin sinasadyang makasakit. Hindi man nila tayo sinasadyang masaktan. Hindi man natin sinasadyang magmahal nang sobra. Hindi man natin sinasadyang magmahal nang KULANG. It all happens for a reason. and only GOD knows why. :]"-tsarmenita.
All shit that started in HIGH SCHOOL... ends in HIGH SCHOOL. :p
Ive been so lazy all day. Good thing, yung mga teachers di sila complete so mraming subjects ang wala tlgang nangyre. :] Nakakaasar lang tlga ung CHEM. It was left to us for an hour pero parang BUONG ARAW niya yatang inexpek na ggwin nmen un..
HASSLE amputa!. hahaha.
-got to go!. :p
Labels: life matters, love, relationships
happy drops.
Are you
HAPPY? Are you
CONTENTED?
It just needs a simple yes or no. But why does this question seem to be a burden to some? Well, i THINK to a lot... You can answer a YES with a grin. or a NO with the problematic frown...
How do you know if you're happy?. For me, it seems so hard to define. Is it when your life seems to be problem-free and too relaxed? or when you say that everything is going fine with your life? Or maybe when your lovelife goes blossomy, you do have friends you call your own, and a family who cares and trusts? Do you consider yourself happy?
We're mad at problems, aren't we???. And we refer our happiness to our problems, am I right??.
Problems come at unexpected times, i believe. It's there when you least expect it. And sometimes, we still can't accept that this comes for a good-hard lesson. I mean, we still blame God. We still blame the people around us. We even pity ourselves thinking that this is cold
KARMA ruining our lives. We keep on believing that this is an insurmountable phase in life and noone survives.
But simply shooing these deadly
MONSTERS out of our lives can do nothing. For monsters come for reasons... They come to kill you or they come to be killed by you. Period. It tests your ability in decision-making and the listen-to-what-the-heart-says test. And now it's in your hands if you do accept to be killed.
What we do not know about these
GIANT FRUSTRATIONS is that...
they teach us things we don't even wanna hear about...
makes us love stuffs we hate...
makes us hate habits we pretty much can't abandon...
and bring us the JOY, we are longing for...
I don't believe they exist to keep us mourning for our souls.
They exist for us to prepare for battles and armed fights with bloody suckers..
hahahaha.
We have to accept that sometimes, we misinterpret problems and be
EMOs.
eww. (as what it is called now..) I am sure that sometimes, we look at every bad angle in our lives that we forget to look at the GOOD news. We forget to smile on things that needs a laugh. Because we are so much... searching for a dozen FRUSTRATIONS!...
Just be easy on life...
I think I have to apply to that. I have been sure on this one thing. That I have been blind and scared to know that this
THING is not my happiness.
I have been too SURE on stuffs. I never accepted
CHANGE. for people assign CONSTANT things in my life. even though for me, it's not
FINAL. Ive been apting to people's decisions and not thinking about my
OWN...
I had this scenario..
I thought I made a tough decision. I'm proud to make myself free and happy and contented... But then, when you look closer... and think deeper... I realized that..
I certainly made one's life miserable..
I am HAPPY.
I am CONTENTED.
but am i free??.. Have I offered myself the peace of mind?.
NO. DEFINITELY NOT. so I kept
BLAMING MYSELF.BLAMING MYSELF.BLAMING MYSELF. But then, I learned that this is fate.
Life is unfair. I was just lucky to be on the fairer side. I learned to accept that it really is not my fault. I just lived what my heart tells me to so a month ago. I became strong to face the truth.
I had the guts to remove the blindfold in my eyes...That this is what I call
my happiness...
Forcing yourself to please others doesn't bring joy in oneself. You have to please yourself first. You have to feel the contentment of what you chose in your heart. Even if everyone doesn't appreciate your decision. and Even if it is the rule of the world. That majority wins...
What your heart beats truly mean everything... Nobody must care. For it's you who feels it, not them. not anybody.
To last it all,
being happy comes from oneself.
It is a
choice not
fate.
Cherish every galactic moment and feel it until the last buzz comes...
SO WHEN THE END APPEARS, you can CONFIDENTLY say that...
"I have done my best. I have killed the beasts. I have led the war. I have fought every dragon. I have blossomed the true flower in me. I have laughed every insult. I have stood every downfall. I have accepted changes in my life. I have erased hatred and vain in my lifebook. I have loved every people I encounter. I have forgiven people who sinned to me. I have believed in uncertainties. I have took on hold of my life. I have followed my heart. I have reached the top of my capabilities. I have finished every TEAR with a smile. I have lived my life to the fullest! And I am not scared to end this for I HAVE READIED MYSELF FOR ETERNITY." :]Labels: life matters
big girls don't cry and im a big girl now.
BIG GIRLS DON'T CRYDa Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
Your probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity
[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But Ive got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay
[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
Ill be your best friend and you'll be mine
Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if u want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
Well be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But its time for me to go home
Its getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity
[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
La Da Da Da Da Da
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VAL!!!!
I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST!!!!
MAY HAPPY MOMENTS ARISE IN YOUR DAYS. :]
IM ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU GIRL! :]
JUST REMEMBER, DON'T LOSE HOPE. EVERYTHING'S GONNA BE ALRIGHT....
FOR WE ARE BIG GIRLS NOW. :P
Labels: birthday alert :), life matters, lyrics
tears and quiet moments
my tears are my only sure confidant...
crying makes the heart be calm.
i believe that crying will surely make you feel better. After that awful day, where I can't believe myself, yesterday was the only time where I let out all my hidden feelings... I want to show everyone that I'm strong. that I don't cry hard... but It's not really easy to hide the hurt you don't want people to find out. And it's definitely hard to let go of someone just because of your own true feelings. I know that I love him just a CLOSE AND TRUSTED FRIEND right now... and I know that what I did is the only right thing to do. I have to let go. He has to let go of me. I can't bear a couple more days... months.... or years... hurting him. But now, I know that it's pretty hard to be alone. With no one when you need someone... but I can handle this... :]
I am independent. I will always be happy even though I'm not. Days are filled with laughs. and nights with tears. My seat in class full of memories. and my pillow in bed full of emotional worries.
It takes a lot of courage to take one big step. To fully leave someone who has never left in rainy and sunny seasons. It takes DREAMFUL NIGHTS to surely say that I wouldn't regret it after... i know that my decision will be judged by people... persons... and friends. and i know that the guy really has to be sacrificial.. but may I let you know, that it's also hard for me... I never said it was easy for me to turn away from the years I've been with this person... I am blaming myself for letting him feel what I MUST BE FEELING. but still im disappointed of myself for making this GUY cry and stoop down...
But here it is.. It was brought to me.. All i can say is the most sincerest sorry...
I AM SO SORRY FOR MY STUPIDITY AND SUCH ATTITUDE.... Life's purpose is not to give us happiness...
It's to give us breakdowns and learn to feel happiness after...
(please respect my moment... pls. understand both sides. although it's harder for him.... blame me for everything.)
Labels: life matters, ME blahblahs, SAD me
Boys will Put you on A Pedestal (so they can look up your skirt)
This is a chapter from the (title above) book by Philip Van Munching.
BEAUTYIn Hollywood, there is only one woman who matters: the skinny blond woman with perfect breasts. She's on every magazine cover and in every television show. Go ahead, walk by the newsstand, and check out this month's
Maxim or
Cosmopolitan. Look at the covers of
Glamour and
Teen Vogue. Betcha ten bucks that most of what you'll see is exactly what I described: skinny blonds. Are there a few brunettes among them? Maybe... but I guarantee their chests are perfect too.
Why is this so, when women come in so many wonderful colors, looks, shapes, and sizes? It's because most of the people who make entertainment are businessmen, not artists. They want to sell as much of their product as they can, whether it's magazines or movie tickets or CDs, and the easiest way to do that is to produce things that appeal to the greatest number of people at the same time. In other words, things that appeal to people with pretty average taste. If the entertainment industry were an ice cream store, it would only sell one flavor: vanilla.
And so, we're surruonded by skinny women with perfect breasts. They are singers in the pop bands, the actresses on the screen, the women hosting the shows, the models on the magazine covers. Sometimes they're many of things at once, like Jessica Simpson. Take away Jessics's looks, and would she have been the star of her own MTV reality show or a successful singer? Would companies like Pizza Hut have written her big checks to push their products? Not likely.
Women like Jessica Simpson are really successful because they are human Barbie dolls. Amazing hair, faultless features, lots of makeup, hourglass figure. They fit Hollywood's idea of the perfect woman, and so they're given record contracts and TV shows and commercial deals. What you're given is an inferiority complex: if Jessica Simpson is the perfect woman, physically, and you don't look like her, that must mean that you are less than perfect. Right?
Wrong. For starters, even Jessica Simpson doesn't look like Jessica Simpson without a team of experts who do her hair, her makeup, her physical training, her wardrobe fittings, and her lighting. This idea of "perfection" that we're sold can't be found in nature. It's created only after thousands of dollars have been spent
altering nature. I don't use the Barbie doll comparison by accident: by the time the Hollywood is done making women over, they often look like they're made of plastic.
hope to be continued............... ;]
Labels: BOOKworm, issues, life matters
heartbroken.
It's very hard to be left alone by someone you had really loved and someone you had been sacrificed everything he wanted. It's like dying painfully... bit by bit... inch by inch. You just want it to be fast, but time says, IT CAN'T. Sometimes, you just wanna ask, "is this really my destiny? to love and to give all but be taken for granted?
Did I love you just to leave me?". For any chance, it would be very hurtful.
(Let's use HE. HIM. ETC. ETC. for uniformality.)If he left you because........
1.
of his family. Well, he didn't fight for it. It's just a frustration when you do everything just for the sake of your love for this person and kaching! He doesn't even fight for your relationship, sorry. His love for his parents, really take over. There's a lot of time for it, eh?
"I'm sorry but my parents would really like me all for their own. They don't wanna share me with anyone. They want me to study first and love later.... I'm really really sorry."
-- god damn it. Why can't you show to them that you can balance it. But what could I do??. I'll just wait when the time comes....
2.
of his friends. This case means his friends let him make choices. If his friends love him that much they will understand that you love this person so much and you can part your time for them. But again, his love for his friends come first and really takes over.
"I'm sorry... I'm really really sorry. But my friends said, they would not talk to me anymore If I chose to spend more time with you. I really love them."
-- Why? Don't you love me? Why can't you fight for me?. Okay. You chose them. I think we're really not meant to be...
3.
he doesn't love you anymore. Why did he love you in the first place if later he will say he doesn't love you na. But these things really come in handy.
"Sorry, babe... I'm just stupid. I don't know why do I feel this but I think we're not meant to be. But don't be sad. There'll still be someone for you."
-- You are really stupid. This is stupid! You came near me, asked my name, got my number, courted me, then shoot, Now you don't love me???. How stupid is that?.
4.
he's not ready for commitment yet. So, what do you want??. You stepped into this thing. Now you're telling me, you're not ready???. Didn't you think that I'll be hurt by this?.
5.
of a THIRD PARTY. This one's rude. This is the ouchy part. You just want to ask, why? why why??. What is with this girl that isn't in me? Did I lack something? I gave everything but still something lacks??. :cry :cry.
"I really love her. When she came into my life, I felt that we're really good together."
-- What? Fuck up! She's not even beautiful! She's not even as good as me. But why??.
6.
he's GAY!. Nyeh!!!!. Ok. No comment. It hurts a lot. You wouln't think that your boyfriend really loves make-up and pampacute chorva kikay things.
"I'm sorry but I think I like my same kind of sex.... I'm sorry but I'm gay."
-- Shit!. Is this true?. You like guys?. Ok. Let's be friends. Best friends. :] You're cute for a gay, huh!. haha.
When we think of the times we cried, right now we laugh at it. But when we think of the times we laugh, we cry for it...Just remember, boys are just a part of our world. They're not our world. Don't be a hippocrite. It's not true that we'll die if they're not here. As long as there are my friends and shopping malls... and the money. We are born to live long!!. :] So stop those crying, dudes.
Labels: life matters, love, relationships
to please all of you??. no. no.
I hate to be pressurized. I even hate people who put high expectations on me. Who wants it anyway? Everyone knows how is it to have people think high on you. Especially in being smart, being beautiful as a girlfriend, being super nice and commonly being on the top when it comes to school things and competitions. It has this ugly feeling. I can't please everyone, you see that? Maybe someone, but not everyone. I have to please myself first. I know what I'm doing. You don't have to tell me. If I'll regret it, well it's up to me. At least I wouldn't have to blame you.
I am experiencing this pressure thing. I don't wanna tell what's it about but I think it's just wrong to compare me with someone and expect me to be HER. Most of all, even I do all the things to be her, I can't be!. Cause I can only be me, not anyone!
Sometimes, its just annoying that people have to tell you what to do. They even boss around like they understand and know everything you feel! Another thing, why do they have to reject us for our faults and imperfections. We give them the right to tell us the things we have to change for our good. But we are the only ones who have the right to mold ourselves for the good.
I am human. I make mistakes. It's not your own business. So fuck up and get your own life. :] I walked on the road with the sun in its high and all! I can feel the heat sticking on my skin and I can feel my face burning because of the hotness!!!! I hate summer when I don't feel it. I just love summer when I'm at the beach. haha.
I miss schooling so much!!. Before I sleep, I get so excited being a junior! And I can't sleep thinking about the new adventures and new laughing trips!! But when I think of the teachers (new strict teachers) and the 3 math subjects. I think of going to sleep na!. haha. I hate math.... well I love it when it favors me. shortly speaking, when it's easy. When did Math get easy?... Hayy. Im gonna miss my other classmates that will transfer or be in another section. But I will love the new Euclid. I just hope the bratinellas would change their lives!!!. I heard that one brat will join Euclid. Just be good or else you won't belong!.
Naks. nagreyna reynahan na!. hahaI am so excited to buy new stuffs for school!!!
Up to this na lang.
I can't think of other things to write.
xoxo
Labels: life matters, school blahbity, summer days
i'm a dentist's pet. :p
What do teens say about braces?
-> Ow.. It's being "cool". (with that twitch of the fingers.)
-> Yeah.. She's just rich. (with the taray of the eyes.)
-> It's just pampaarte!. DUH!. (with the pilantik of the fingers.)
To tell you,,
-> It's not being cool. (others just think it is.)
-> It's not being rich. (right now, almost everyone has it in their teeth.)
-> It's not pampaarte!. Duh!. (do we want this??)
I was born with the not-so-beautiful set of teeth. And since Grade6, that was summer, I became a
DENTIST'S PET. don't you know it sucks?. well, for me, kinda. haha. I didn't wish for this, I just wished I was one of the kids//teens born with the precious set. Anyway, why does it have to be beautiful?. Because the teeth is a very good asset? Because everytime you smile and people would see it, rather than they smile back at you they frown? Because people wouldn't like to talk to you and everytime they see your bad teeth, nababadtrip sila? Maybe that's just it. haha. Somehow, I'm grateful that we have that money to make my teeth presentable. (is that the right term?. haha.)
After two years of braces, I think my teeth is still not that perfect. Now, I'm in my retainers and it's bullshit!. I can't speak my R clearly. And my S doesn't even sound like it's an S. It's "esh". Hayy. :]
My tummy aches a lot!!!. >:| This is not about the poopy stuff. haha. I think I have ulcer. NO!. NO!. It can't be. (im just kidding, ha!.) :]
It's so hooottt!!!!!!!!!!. Waaaah!. Im gonna die with this kind of weather, really!!!. Argh. Sweat. Sweat..
How damn it is to balance your focus between your parents and your boyfriend. Who would you follow anyway? Your parents, who just care a lot and they don't want their child to end as a failure just because of this boyfriend stuff AND tells you you're still bata and there's still a lot of time for you to focus on that? "
Papunta ka pa lang pabalik na kame". Or your boyfriend, who remains just as an inspiration and makes you happy and understands you a lot?.
Hmm. I think it really depends on how we handle it. As long as we balance the consequences of what we choose and be sure not to regret it, I think we can decide for ourselves. :] Just be easy on things. Follow your heart, at the same time use your brain. Definitely, it really is hard. Well, thats life.
In the end, we choose what we want and we choose our own consequences. Labels: issues, life matters, ME blahblahs
blub. blub. blub.
Just smile to hide it all. (=
Deep inside, im crying. T.T
Why do I have to be hurt?. Is this karma?. (particularly, all the lies I've said and bad things I've done.) If this is real, I just wanna dream and stop living... I don't wanna feel anything..
Why is trust, when it is lost it's so hard to gain back?. I've tried to lose my parent's trust and up to now I'm still doing my best to have it again. Now someone betrayed me. Well it's not a serious betrayal. But it's so hard to bring back my trust to him-SLASH-her. But they said, if you love someone you'll still give him/her a chance to earn your trust again. Whew, it's hard to forget.... (i keep on trying.)
I posted this for you. :]
Basta, i forgive you
na diba?.
>.<
WHAT I'VE DONE
linkin park
In this farewell,
There’s no blood,
There’s no alibi.
‘Cause I’ve drawn regret,
From the truth,
Of a thousand lies.
So let mercy come,
And wash away
What I’ve Done.
I’ll face myself,
To cross out what I’ve become.
Erase myself,
And let go of what I’ve done.
Put to rest,
What you thought of me.
While I clean this slate,
With the hands,
Of uncertainty.
So let mercy come,
And wash away
What I’ve Done.
I’ll face myself,
To cross out what I’ve become.
Erase myself,
And let go of what I’ve done.
For What I’ve Done
I start again,
And whatever pain may come.
Today this ends,
I’m forgiving what I’ve done.
I’ll face myself,
To cross out what I’ve become.
Erase myself,
And let go off what I’ve done.
(From what I've done
From what I've done)
What I’ve done.
Forgiving What I’ve Done.
Try to listen to songs of linkin park's new album. :]
metal-free na po!.
they changed their genre to punk/classic rock. :]
-- I need God.
time for him. :)
bye!. muuahs!. :]
Labels: life matters, lyrics, SAD me
avoid the tumor twins!
I'm not talking about twins having tumor. lol.
Before boredom kills, I like to tell you about this thing that keeps me for days. :]
I'm currently reading this book by Sean Covey entitled the 7 habits of Highly Effective Teens. This book's incredible. :] I got enjoyed in this one part, cause specifically I'm in Habit4 right now and it has really affected me and I think even every youth out there. It says...
Life really isn't about competition, or getting ahead of others, or scoring in the 95th percentile. Sometimes we think that life is really about competition. That I must win over you or If I'll lose you must lose too. Those insecurities that protrudes us to pull other people down so you can be on top. These experiences are very much common to close friends, right?. Or likely to your mortal enemy. Because right now, we're in this generation that being on top and having the right state-of-being are concerned. I experience that too. Especially in fame and who's gaining more friends. But know I realized that I must be happy for someone if he has gained his success and that may even give me inspiration to get to my success too. :]
The trouble with the rat race is that even if you win, you're still a rat. The tumor twins I'm talking about is
comparing and
competing. It is right to compete and compare yourself to yourself (for you to know what things you still lack), but to compare you from others, and to compete from others,,,, think again..... :] You may end up on top, but you'll be there alone without friends. Who wants that?
Oh my God, I speak like
Shim. That bitch. :] But I tell you, read a lot! lol. I hope something will happen to my life with the things I read. hahaha.
Anyway, I'm still bored out here. and I don't have LOAD!. waaaaaah!...
I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO! me! me! talk to me!
- myself... ;)
Labels: boredom, issues, life matters
