ang partiya. :p
wowwwwww!!!. :p
i posted last day, but i deleted after. actually, my post was about a friend. i think 3 just read them. and if ever you read it, just forget about it. because when one of my friends read that post, she explained to me the things that first of all, i havent understood. Then after, i felt the guilt that maybe I was really wrong. i think me and val did make mistakes because we just made the issue bigger. But when I understood everything, i said to myself that he needed friends...
Well yeah, this person has big problems. I was just cautious cause i thought when that day happened, na baka mawala sa tropa tong taong to. And naicp ko na, why does he have to involve OUR friendship into his problems. pero later on, namisunderstood lng nmen xa. I then realized, na hndi nman nya cguro mgagawa yun kung his problms doesnt worth it. kya un. :] the day after last last day. usap na uli kme. :] i missed that person. and i know miss xa ng buong tropa. :] actually kinakausap nman xa ng iba. kmeng dlwa lng ni val hnde. for the reason na smen xa pnakailang. and kme din ilang sknya. but after all, friends would still be friends, if they are true friends. :]
Grabe lang tlga ung guilt, kpag ung prang, you know this feeling na, you are wrong. and you so did let everyone know na SYA ung mali. xmpre it hurts din dba. sbe nga ni mam tagulao. :] ---
MAS MASAKIT YUNG MALAMAN SA SARILI MO NA MALI KA, KESA SABIHIN SAYO NG IBANG TAO. Wooooooooot. Acquaintance kgbe. yeah, it was happy!!. :] We danced alot. nagwala nnman ako. and ofcourse my 'kada. the first years we're fun to be with in the dance floor. the 2nd yrs we're a bit naughty. the boys and OTHER GIRLS. and others would just love to sit. and ofcourse the 3rd yrs. US!!. we rocked the house. hahaha. it's so fun. it's like we've taken over the fourth yrs. cause just a number gave into the dancefloor. i think most of them loved to have the bandas. but after the pagwawala!!. and the akyat-sa-monoblock-showdown. banda na. everything was into place naman cguro. grbe lng tlga ung init. :]
I weighed 54kg. argh. atleast i lose 1kg. hahaha. I was so tired when i went back home. Until now, my muscles hurt. haha.
xiao!. :]
Labels: FRIENDly moments, ME blahblahs, school blahbity
yipeee. :]
Its two days away from the ACQUAINTANCE PARTY. more letting go of myself. maybe a more baliw side. haha. you can see me dancing again. well, that's what i do to live. haha. dancing is my passion.
I've practiced the steps but too bad I don't know if I can still handle to collaborate it with the formations. shocks. they practiced for 2 weeks, every other day. and we just got minutes to practice and memorize the steps. Me and kring. whew... grabe. sobrang pagod ko this day.
Anyway, patoots! our hairstylist, really has the blood to be an artist in the future. Either a fashion designer or a hair stylist or anything concerning art for people, she is really good. Ginawa niya kong parang ubas! sa buhok ko. well, yan nman ang uso ngaun. kiddy hairstyles. because you know, I really missed being a kid. the cute stuffs and the kikay different hairstyles-everyday theme. haha. whooo. :]
Labels: DANCE.ü, ME blahblahs, school blahbity
june 23! isang taon!
saturday!!!. weeeee.
one year na kami ni seph-seph!. haha. :p
labyu pre!. -_-
skul time. tnapos ang stone tablet. gnanahan gmawa kya nging artistic ang aking isip. hihi. nakinig sa choir... anggnda ng (525600 minutes...) tska ng umagang kay ganda. kain sa jabi. gnamit ung mga coke chorba discounts. haha. ansaya!.
pumuntang k-mart at inabutan ng ulan. whooo. :]
nanuod ng F4 Rise of.... not that nice actually. haha.
Actually, i'm expecting more of it. Like Shrek 3, I watched it in Maryland, and I was disappointed for the fact that they can do better than that. Although it is still SHREK. i mean the ogreness and the funny lines, it still though rocks. :]
I have to practice our dance. AP will be 4 days away. And I still have to memorize the changing of formations. And I still dont know jigga, jigga and bolewhoooo (bojangles, and pass that dutch respectively.) ahaha.
that's all for now.
seph-seph and me had a datey-datey.
i missed him soooo much!. hihi.
Labels: daily ramblings, DANCE.ü, relationships
alimuom. :]
ang alimuom... bow.
lady - ali "ale"
cow - mu "moo"
thinking - om "ahm..."
so... If it rained hard, it must smell
lady cow thinking. hahaha.
NABABALIW. word for the day..
nothing special. well, a PTA meeting for parents I think. but my mom never attented anything, just a matter of the lazy type or the walang pakealam. haha.
Morning, continued the STONE TABLET. looks like cement, but soft like tissue. Well, it's paper actually. :] Then it rained, and sir PRUDY came in. test came.... and monday will be the 7 POUNDAMENTALS OF MEASUREMENT????. haha. i forgot.
It's so funny, every teacher has their own MARK. :p
!!! mam muyco - wam point. --statistics. "one point". hihi.
!!! mam vidal - 'ahm. mejo paos ako ngayon so... chu chu chuchu. :]
!!! sir PRUDY - poundamentals. and a voice that can be blown by the wind,. :p
!!! mam TAGULAO - chambers chambers as in "tsambers tsambers". mesopotamia as "mesopoteymia" in a fast tone. haha. impire. haha. piramide. so far, she has the most marks. :p and her face changes every word she says. how cute. haha.
!!! mam VI - does not speak always but they call her BAKLANG DRAGON. i dont know. if anyone is reading this. I am so sorry...
!!! mam DOMINGO - laughs like a child. mommy adviser!. :]
!!! sir ESPO - hmm... makes us laugh.
!!! mam daduya - "ill give you AMPLE time."
!!! sir CAMACH - "questions so far???", "ganyang ganyan din ang lola ko noon...." :p and he always imitates other teachers marks. haha. :] this teacher's so cool.
we played "making babies!". :] creating a circle and making the volleyball last in the air going up to Z!. HAHA.
Labels: happyDAY, laughter, school blahbity
i did have a bad day.
I hate it when problems about money comes...
I just lost 500 pesos... to pay my two books... i don't know if someone got it from my wallet... i don't wanna blame anyone. i just know that it's my fault... i'm so stupid leaving my money open for people who have their own money temptations.. Now, it's my mom who suffers. We are not rich. 500 is a big money... I'm so guilty of what irresponsibility i did. Actually, early in the morning, my mom told me that I must take care of it, for if it will be lost, she'll not replace it anymore. Then, maybe now, I'll have to save money for it. Being a student, earning that is quite hard. Well, for me yes! Cause i dont know how to save, I dont have savings... and I am magastos.. Hayyy... It's karma i think. Or just a lesson learnt from mistakes..
Wherever that money is now, I hope it's in good hands...
This day was quite nice. Except for the fact that something bad happened.
Labels: dumb days, issues, MONEYboos
volleyball!. :]
This day was awesome.!. :] We had this A-Z volleyball game. We call it babies, when we made it to Z. haha. It's so fun. Didn't have English, so we had a free time. :]
Our room was filled with laughter!. :] Princess... Mitch... Bree.. Gerome... Nono... and many many more. and ofcourse ME!. haha. we laughed for the same reasons, nothing funny. and too BINATOG!. haha. corny. hahaha. :] PRE-CALCULUS is pretty cool. haha. Sir Camach really nailed it. Our filipino is quite interesting, having Padre Damaso and Ibarra. Our PEHM, rocks too. ART TIME!. :] it's the pharaoh making, and the stone tablet. hihi.
And in our break time, we played the palala ng palala game, where you create a circle and..... it's hard to explain!!!. haha. basta it's fun! thats all. ;P
Labels: happyDAY, laughter, school blahbity
miss this voodoo!!
Oh gosh!. it's glad to be back. after loads of schoolwork, im back from the school's graveyard. whew. Well, i missed blogging so much. I do have a lot of stories, but technically, I can't tell a lot. For the reason that, yeah, I'm lazy accompanied by a hectic schedule. charing!!!. haha.
What can I say about the start of this school year???. Two words for you my dear. SOOO BORING!!. I hate it, because they removed one section from our year. then POOF!. we're separated from each other. Being a 3rd year student, do suck for a lot of reasons. DOUBLE SCHOOLWORK. that means, DOUBLE EFFORT and DOUBLE HARDWORK. and one thing peeps, we can't use our saved probations right now. If you got below the sea level (i call the grade), get out and move. That simple. and That ugly...
The teachers, well, quite nice. but again DOUBLE EXPECTATIONS. double NO-FREE TIME..... so sad... *sigh. but hopefully this will be a nice year. HOPEFULLY... :]
Why is it so hot???. I hate the weather!! Super... But sometimes rainy season is not good too. Puddles, and mud. ewwww. Fans!. Super paypay fans!!. :]
I was never too late for classwork. I did get to habul and habul. run and run. jokingly. haha. And I hope our subjects will be a lot more easier as time goes by. (in my dreams... huhu.)
I want to dance!!!
"You make me feel like dancing!!!"PUSH IT, PUSH IT!. TO THE LIMIT, LIMIT. that's ma'am daduya.
"to get you to the limits.." i love JUMP IN!!!. :]
--- i miss this voodoo. :p
Labels: daily ramblings, movie madness, school blahbity
....it's falling into pieces..
My used-to-be world, it'll be gone....
I have waited to find signs of this feeling so, way before....
But why did it have to be the opposite and came to me NOW.... just NOW....
My feelings started to feel a bit tipsy.
I need water.
Maybe a pail of water pouring unto my face can wake me up from this unfathomable reality...
I never asked to be loved...
Yet, the world gave me someone who loved me better than anyone before...
...who loved me just the way love means.
But does love mean TOO MUCH?...
Did I ask anyone to love me too much?...
Everything has been hard.
Everyone knows it'll be hard.
But not me.
I never believed. Until it happened.
Loving was never been easy.
Make me laugh.
Just for a sec.
To keep the thoughts from coming back.
Moments, memories. I'll give it back to you.
I never wanna hear from it.
I never wanna cry about it.
Kisses. Hugs.
It's too much.
....
....
Am I wrong?.
Tell me I'm wrong.
Tell me I'll regret it.
Tell me it's the end.
Tell me it's gone... forever.
Tell me there's no coming back.
Tell me. Tell me.
Dead.
Labels: love, ME blahblahs, SAD me
Boys will Put you on A Pedestal (so they can look up your skirt)
This is a chapter from the (title above) book by Philip Van Munching.
BEAUTYIn Hollywood, there is only one woman who matters: the skinny blond woman with perfect breasts. She's on every magazine cover and in every television show. Go ahead, walk by the newsstand, and check out this month's
Maxim or
Cosmopolitan. Look at the covers of
Glamour and
Teen Vogue. Betcha ten bucks that most of what you'll see is exactly what I described: skinny blonds. Are there a few brunettes among them? Maybe... but I guarantee their chests are perfect too.
Why is this so, when women come in so many wonderful colors, looks, shapes, and sizes? It's because most of the people who make entertainment are businessmen, not artists. They want to sell as much of their product as they can, whether it's magazines or movie tickets or CDs, and the easiest way to do that is to produce things that appeal to the greatest number of people at the same time. In other words, things that appeal to people with pretty average taste. If the entertainment industry were an ice cream store, it would only sell one flavor: vanilla.
And so, we're surruonded by skinny women with perfect breasts. They are singers in the pop bands, the actresses on the screen, the women hosting the shows, the models on the magazine covers. Sometimes they're many of things at once, like Jessica Simpson. Take away Jessics's looks, and would she have been the star of her own MTV reality show or a successful singer? Would companies like Pizza Hut have written her big checks to push their products? Not likely.
Women like Jessica Simpson are really successful because they are human Barbie dolls. Amazing hair, faultless features, lots of makeup, hourglass figure. They fit Hollywood's idea of the perfect woman, and so they're given record contracts and TV shows and commercial deals. What you're given is an inferiority complex: if Jessica Simpson is the perfect woman, physically, and you don't look like her, that must mean that you are less than perfect. Right?
Wrong. For starters, even Jessica Simpson doesn't look like Jessica Simpson without a team of experts who do her hair, her makeup, her physical training, her wardrobe fittings, and her lighting. This idea of "perfection" that we're sold can't be found in nature. It's created only after thousands of dollars have been spent
altering nature. I don't use the Barbie doll comparison by accident: by the time the Hollywood is done making women over, they often look like they're made of plastic.
hope to be continued............... ;]
Labels: BOOKworm, issues, life matters
