blahblah..
I missed this ultra boring crap!!. Awww. Now it feels awesome to be writing again. x]
Guys. Eto na ha. Update na to. Next tym nlng palit ng skin. ;] Sobrang nkktmad nrn kse tong Miss Sunshine Chuvap Ever na to.. haha. Ui. type nio s cbox ko mga bagong url. ;]Goody bye for now!
Labels: ME blahblahs
me time.
I soooo miss the
WORLD!!!!Bad luck has been surrounding me these days. Im happy in school. but very much bored in this big old, ghostly house. hahaha. ;)
I have a lot of stories to share. let me number it nlng. haha. ;)
1. MARAMI AKONG KAGAT NG LAMOK!!!oo. as in fcuk!. Why do those mosquitoes even exist?!?!?! Argh.... lecheng iskwelahan kse yan no. Msyadong maforest. anghirap makibagay. halos kahit saang part na yata ng leg and arm nakagat na ko!!!. whuu. laking problema. ;p
2. ONE DAY AT SCHOOL, THEY WALKED ME TO THE DEAD RAT!isa pang fcuk!. Well, Im the type of person that is a RATTTT-OPHOBIC. but ive been wanting to see Remy (Ratatouille). I havent watched it yet, e. :| bsta ewww!. this rat daw was bitten by a snake. and its insides we're like infront of my face!!. gawd. it never left my mind kamo!. i was freakin and jumping when i saw that. Well, i hate such freakin animals. I just thought the world would be a better place without rats and mosquitoes. :p
3. I FIND IT HARD TO HAVE MY NEW HAIRDO. Well, I just thought this one day, maybe it'll be nice if i change my hairstyle cause my hair is quite boring na. And in fact, im proud of myself. before in these hair cases its so hard for me to choose because I don't want people to have a bad comment of what i look. but now, Im barely free and is not scared to choose!. :] galing no...
4. I CAN'T ACCEPT MY MOM'S RULES TO USE THE COMPUTER JUST FOR THE WEEKEND. When my mom told me that, I was about to yell at her and say everything in her kontra!. This is my life, doesnt she know it?. Besides having my 3-year old phone that now looks like it just came out of St. Mungo's Hospital. (it has band-aids in it). and there's a HEARTART at the back made of nail polish. Am i Not artistic??? HAHAHA. :} Continuing to my story, my dad allows me to use it. but my effin brothers were like jealous me using it while them not. My mom's purpose daw is for us to STUDY!!!. I study at school not here. :p But i can't do anything. Mapalayas pa ko pag nagreklamo ako!. haha.
5. IT'S A FRIDAY(NO CLASSES TOMORROW) FREE TO USE THE COMPUTER, BUT SUDDENLY. IT WON'T OPEN!!!Hayyy. What the heck? I can only use it for like 2 and a 3 days maximum. then it won't open?. Is this karma approaching me????. But now, luckily, my brother did opened it. The cd with the game has a virus yata then our pc was not updated with this anti-virus thing. Kaya naganun. My dad has to delete his files!. I have maximized my options of deleting mine no!. :]
Ayan.....
I hate life kamo.. I know I'm oopey-doopey-happy with my life. Yeah, my world is circling around my friends and family. but Why is it so much accompanied with choices???. And i'm quite scared, lalo na I'm happy, parang being happy is a risk, kase alam mong malapit na yung kinakatakutan mong pagiging lonely mo. Hayyy. Wla naman kaseng life na nsa happiness zone ka always diba?. Anyway, Im very much enjoying my life right now. Everything's been good. Sana wag nang mawala si Happiness sa life ko..
HAPPY 3RD ANNIVERSARY SC!!!. MUASCH! SC BATO!
Labels: life matters, ME blahblahs, NEW stuffs
tomorrow is school day...
hayy. bukas may classes nnman. sbgay, i quite miss it. :} four days straight vacation b nman. :] enjoy nman tumambay sa bhay at well, ang pngkaabalahan ko... PAGBBYAHE..
friday.. i stayed at the house. patxt txt.
saturday.. i also stayed at the house...
sunday... pumuntang masinloc zambales. it was my lola's birthday. :] and we gotta go there!. food and food and lots of food!. haha. :] Ansrap ng inihaw na bangus!. haha. and she gave my brother tuta. ;). cause my brothers quite love pet dogs. me, i dont know. im quite scared. but as my lola said, this dog is DOOO-WAG. (zambal accent). haha. cause when the dog is brown black daw and with a white tail. it's DOOO-WAG. haha. after lots and lots of eating... talk and talk nman. x) then proceeded going home. :]
monday. today. :] we went to sm pampanga. i did nothing but strolled and strolled and bought stuffs in Monakiki. haha. :} it's also fun,, but dyahe din for spending alot nnman. haha. :]
tomorrow. classes nnman. good thing i finished everything na!.
I SO HATE LIARS!!!!!! kitakits bukas
mga kbloggers. :}
Labels: dumb days, ME blahblahs, SHOPaholic
:p IM BACK FROM TEH GRAVEYARD. :]
Wahahahahahahahaahhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!. :}
It's been a long time since my last post. And a few storms and rany days also passed. haha. Well, I got lazy writing, and my mood was ruined by this rain thingy... A lot of suspension of classes. (a lot of time for blogging) but still I AM LAZY. haha. :}
What now?. What happened to my life, anyway?.... NOTHING. I eat and eat, and talk, and sleep, and sometimes study. naks. :p
The exams passed like a bullet. (cause i didnt feel like reviewing. haha.)
BAD RESULTS: stat. anal. pre-calc(1 pt nlng amphoota!). chemistry???.
GOOD RESULTS: pehm. filipino. soccstud (a bit).
UNKNOWN / I DON'T EVEN WANNA KNOW RESULTS: english. physics.
ansura diba???. arghhhh.
Hayyyy. ano pa ba ikkwento ko?. Ive been so boring. haha. Im gonna end this with a survey na lang. ;)
MY LIFE IS HAPPY RIGHT NOW. ;) JOIN MY HAPPINESS... WEEEE. 1.are you a loner?
- no. but sometimes i wud want to be alone lang. :]
2.what's ur current status?
- single and SO HAPPY. :} (singles club!!)
3.happy with your lovelife?
- dont have a lovelife, happy!. :}
4.my mahal k ba ngaun?
- xmpre mrami. x) pero prticularly a guy na ibng klseng love, ala. x))
5.may hate ka bang tao ngaun?
- MERON!!!
6.craziest thing/s uv done for someone
u love?
- un na un. ayoko na icpn. nagtiis.
7.if u can have someone right now,who
would it be?
- pete wentz!!. haha. de. someone na mmhalin ko ng sobra. di ko lam kng cnu un.
8.manhid ka ba?
- yeah, noon. haha.
9.pano pag nainlove sayo bestfriend mo?
- haha. babae un, loko!. :P
10.song/s na favorite mo ngayon?
- the take over, the break's over - fob., hope - twista ft. faith., tska The Great Escape by Boys like Girls. :}
11.sweetest thing na ginawa para sayo
ng isang tao?
- SHUT UP. ayoko nang mkaalala nang kung ano ano!..
12.pano pag yung crush mo may crush din
sayo?
- edi msaya!!!!. ngtatalon si pooso. haha.
13.pnakasweet n gnwa mo para sa isang
tao?
- ewan.....
14.anu ginagawa mo pag naiinis ka?
- umiiyak na npapagbuntungan ung ibang tao... sorry.
15.sa future,anong gusto mong name para
sa magiging anak mo?
- kht anong unikkk. haha.
16.what do you think of bears?
- sweeeet. srap yakappin. :}
17.may ngbigay naba sayo ng stuff toys?
- .
18.may nagbigay naba sayo ng ring?
- .
19.ano dreamhouse mo?
- bsta ung nsa tbi ng beach..... hayy. tpos sa bhay na un ksma ko lht ng mhal ko!. :]
20.ever lost a thing n sobrang
importante sayo?
- 500 ng ina koo!. hahaha.
21.nahospital kana ba?
- nung batang bta pa ko. :}
22.madali ka bang mairita?
- yeah as in SOBRA!!.
23.bubble gum or candy?
- bubble gum. :}
Labels: boredom, ME blahblahs, surveys
journay. journaylismo. >.<
Haayz. My mind
bled today. haha. Not literally speaking. I joined the journalism chorba kse. Well, I don't expect anything. I am not a born writer anyway. I just wanna try. And
LEARNING MORE, NOTHING LESS. haha. :] It was quite fun.. just a bit. rather than not having classes. hm. my mind was used. haha.
Writing something is a work I'm
sometimes, well,
frequently fond of. Like this blog stuff. The difference is, this doesn't need talent. You just illustrate what the day has offered you. Like an everyday diary.. but writing for the paper... wuuuw. that's way too different. haha. I think,
your vocabulary must be expanded!.
your grammar (practically, when you prefer English as the language.)
should be correct too. Well, for me it must be. or shame'll come my way. haha.
I just
love writing stuffs. Even though people won't care to read it. I honestly don't like people commenting on my writings. Especially if bad feedbacks approach me. Well, I'm just scared to fail, that's why. But I'm learning to accept falls anyway. :]
That's what my day is all about.
GYM.
INTERMEDIATE PAD.
BALLPEN.
iPOD.
FOOD.
C2. un lang ang araw ko. and ofcourse my
CRUSH. haha.
I super think he's uber
cute!!!. gawd... Having a crush is so nice. Like you turn
pink when he's around. Your in a rush cause you feel so
shy if you dont think you look good. (blushing!) haha. And that's automatically a
SMILEü in your face.
The boy you're in love with = you frown."ilang beses ko nman na to nakita. araw araw pa nga, e.."-tsarmenita
The boy you have a crush with = you SMILE! a
MEGA-SUPER-DUPER-ALLSEASON smile!. :)
"xempre. minsan lang makita. pag dadaan lng sa classroom. or maka-walk sa aisle. kilig diba? :]"-tsarmenita
Pero, mejo nahihiya na tlga ako. haha. Feeling ko, he already knows na crush ko siya e. Pero ok lng. haha. Crush lng nman, e. pag nlaman ko na feeler pala xa. at feeling nia patay na patay ako sknia. DEDMA na ko sknia. kht cute pa xa no!. haha. but right now, i'm currently inlove with his FACE. face lng nman, e! di xa mismo. haha. ^.^ antaray! charus!. haha.
--- i really nead MONEY!. gash... i want a DIGICAM... for myself. i'm saving. :]
Labels: crushie sightings, ME blahblahs, school blahbity
blahbity blah!. :p
Horoscope for the day:
"Getting settled into a regular routine might bring comfortable predictability to your life, but it's hardly a great way to encourage yourself to grow or experience new things. It's time for you to mix things up and shake loose the cobwebs! Today you need to satisfy your growing desire to transform an aspect of your life, or to rediscover or even reinvent yourself. Investigate classes or workshops that will let you experience what it's like to master a new skill."I can't believe that my horoscope in Friendster, can always be true. well, a lot of times I've found it quite amazing for my kind of day and feeling. Im a PISCEAN. and I am sensitive. haha. We are known for that kind of personality, i think. :] I quite believe in Horoscopes when I find some parts of it true. :]
My horoscope above tells me to learn new things and get out of my comfort zone to find a new skill I can learn. :] It is real that my life has a daily routine right now and I believe having this daily routine forever will bring me boredom. haha. So I think it is true to TRANSFORM and learn things that are perfectly not my cup of tea. (accdg. to Ma'am Daduya. haha.) I am the type of person that is too coward to try new things for I am scared that it might bring a bad result. But it came to my mind that learning more, nothing less. haha. I think, what my horoscope is trying to tell me, is that "I must join tomorrow's journalism training chorba." That's what I've been thinking about lately. I've been imagining how is it like to be a writer expressing what you truly feel and what perspective you have of some things. I am still in my decision process cause I am not sure if my mood for writing will have a consistency. I might be lazy some time and not appear on sessions. haha.
I'll have a new corner for my blog. ICON for the DAY. Aside from my MOOD OF THE DAY.ü
Labels: ME blahblahs, MEhoroscope, NEW stuffs
a typical SOONday.
We are so getting
poor and
poor and
poooooor. My mom and dad just gave up the business they're having. So cold cash is running out. My mom just talked to me and I have to stay away from big splurges!. haha. It's hard actually. But i'm doing my best to help them. Kaya in school stuffs, nahihiya ako manghingi ng money sa mom ko, e. feeling ko pabigat tlga. hahaha.
haayy. I slept past 12 yesterday. I actually watched America's Next Top Model. I think that's the Cycle 1. Because well, I've been waiting for sleep to come to my eyes. Then I realized while watching, I've missed a lot of episodes of ANTM Cycle7! rawrr.
I hate this memory of mine.It keeps on missing a lot of things. I don't know what's happening to me? I always forget stuffs. May it be, where I last put my comb or where I left my phone. Gawd... I can't be like this forever. haha. Even my mom scolds me for this things..
WHAT HAS BEEN MY MIND UP TO LATELY???
WHY AM I FORGETTING THINGS???
Anyway, I woke up 8am. I got nothing to do so I watched tv again. I used the PC this late dahil AYAW AKONG PASIKSIKIN NG MGA KAPATID KO SA PC!. leche ung mga un. laro lang nman ng laro. Sabagay, garapal din ako sa oras ng PC. and I can't help but accept na baka masumbatan ako...
"BLOG AT FRIENDSTER LANG NMAN GNAGAWA MO JAN!"kapatid ko lang kayo! panganay ako!-graawr. tsarmenita. haha.
Tomorrow, is school day again. I hate
flag ceremonies. Those ceremonies suck. I have to wake up more early to reach school EARLIERRRRRRR. But, who cares If i'm late? It's just gettin' those fuckin kalat sa school grounds. PWEDE NMANG TUMAKAS!. at wala namang paki ung mga taong manunuod. hahaha.
ANGGWAPO TALAGA NI LLOYDY!. shocks. Im watching ASAP, eh. He's my very much LIKED actor!!. grabe. haha. besides enchong. haha. Diet just got her new haircut. It suits him!. and PIOLO, i just so wanna kill him for his mop-looking hair!.
JINGLE BUKAS!
goodluck EUCLID!.
haha.
to KARIIN: welcome na welcome ka na sa pang8! haha.
-finale. :]
Labels: ME blahblahs, MONEYboos, TV crushie
tears and quiet moments
my tears are my only sure confidant...
crying makes the heart be calm.
i believe that crying will surely make you feel better. After that awful day, where I can't believe myself, yesterday was the only time where I let out all my hidden feelings... I want to show everyone that I'm strong. that I don't cry hard... but It's not really easy to hide the hurt you don't want people to find out. And it's definitely hard to let go of someone just because of your own true feelings. I know that I love him just a CLOSE AND TRUSTED FRIEND right now... and I know that what I did is the only right thing to do. I have to let go. He has to let go of me. I can't bear a couple more days... months.... or years... hurting him. But now, I know that it's pretty hard to be alone. With no one when you need someone... but I can handle this... :]
I am independent. I will always be happy even though I'm not. Days are filled with laughs. and nights with tears. My seat in class full of memories. and my pillow in bed full of emotional worries.
It takes a lot of courage to take one big step. To fully leave someone who has never left in rainy and sunny seasons. It takes DREAMFUL NIGHTS to surely say that I wouldn't regret it after... i know that my decision will be judged by people... persons... and friends. and i know that the guy really has to be sacrificial.. but may I let you know, that it's also hard for me... I never said it was easy for me to turn away from the years I've been with this person... I am blaming myself for letting him feel what I MUST BE FEELING. but still im disappointed of myself for making this GUY cry and stoop down...
But here it is.. It was brought to me.. All i can say is the most sincerest sorry...
I AM SO SORRY FOR MY STUPIDITY AND SUCH ATTITUDE.... Life's purpose is not to give us happiness...
It's to give us breakdowns and learn to feel happiness after...
(please respect my moment... pls. understand both sides. although it's harder for him.... blame me for everything.)
Labels: life matters, ME blahblahs, SAD me
ang partiya. :p
wowwwwww!!!. :p
i posted last day, but i deleted after. actually, my post was about a friend. i think 3 just read them. and if ever you read it, just forget about it. because when one of my friends read that post, she explained to me the things that first of all, i havent understood. Then after, i felt the guilt that maybe I was really wrong. i think me and val did make mistakes because we just made the issue bigger. But when I understood everything, i said to myself that he needed friends...
Well yeah, this person has big problems. I was just cautious cause i thought when that day happened, na baka mawala sa tropa tong taong to. And naicp ko na, why does he have to involve OUR friendship into his problems. pero later on, namisunderstood lng nmen xa. I then realized, na hndi nman nya cguro mgagawa yun kung his problms doesnt worth it. kya un. :] the day after last last day. usap na uli kme. :] i missed that person. and i know miss xa ng buong tropa. :] actually kinakausap nman xa ng iba. kmeng dlwa lng ni val hnde. for the reason na smen xa pnakailang. and kme din ilang sknya. but after all, friends would still be friends, if they are true friends. :]
Grabe lang tlga ung guilt, kpag ung prang, you know this feeling na, you are wrong. and you so did let everyone know na SYA ung mali. xmpre it hurts din dba. sbe nga ni mam tagulao. :] ---
MAS MASAKIT YUNG MALAMAN SA SARILI MO NA MALI KA, KESA SABIHIN SAYO NG IBANG TAO. Wooooooooot. Acquaintance kgbe. yeah, it was happy!!. :] We danced alot. nagwala nnman ako. and ofcourse my 'kada. the first years we're fun to be with in the dance floor. the 2nd yrs we're a bit naughty. the boys and OTHER GIRLS. and others would just love to sit. and ofcourse the 3rd yrs. US!!. we rocked the house. hahaha. it's so fun. it's like we've taken over the fourth yrs. cause just a number gave into the dancefloor. i think most of them loved to have the bandas. but after the pagwawala!!. and the akyat-sa-monoblock-showdown. banda na. everything was into place naman cguro. grbe lng tlga ung init. :]
I weighed 54kg. argh. atleast i lose 1kg. hahaha. I was so tired when i went back home. Until now, my muscles hurt. haha.
xiao!. :]
Labels: FRIENDly moments, ME blahblahs, school blahbity
yipeee. :]
Its two days away from the ACQUAINTANCE PARTY. more letting go of myself. maybe a more baliw side. haha. you can see me dancing again. well, that's what i do to live. haha. dancing is my passion.
I've practiced the steps but too bad I don't know if I can still handle to collaborate it with the formations. shocks. they practiced for 2 weeks, every other day. and we just got minutes to practice and memorize the steps. Me and kring. whew... grabe. sobrang pagod ko this day.
Anyway, patoots! our hairstylist, really has the blood to be an artist in the future. Either a fashion designer or a hair stylist or anything concerning art for people, she is really good. Ginawa niya kong parang ubas! sa buhok ko. well, yan nman ang uso ngaun. kiddy hairstyles. because you know, I really missed being a kid. the cute stuffs and the kikay different hairstyles-everyday theme. haha. whooo. :]
Labels: DANCE.ü, ME blahblahs, school blahbity
....it's falling into pieces..
My used-to-be world, it'll be gone....
I have waited to find signs of this feeling so, way before....
But why did it have to be the opposite and came to me NOW.... just NOW....
My feelings started to feel a bit tipsy.
I need water.
Maybe a pail of water pouring unto my face can wake me up from this unfathomable reality...
I never asked to be loved...
Yet, the world gave me someone who loved me better than anyone before...
...who loved me just the way love means.
But does love mean TOO MUCH?...
Did I ask anyone to love me too much?...
Everything has been hard.
Everyone knows it'll be hard.
But not me.
I never believed. Until it happened.
Loving was never been easy.
Make me laugh.
Just for a sec.
To keep the thoughts from coming back.
Moments, memories. I'll give it back to you.
I never wanna hear from it.
I never wanna cry about it.
Kisses. Hugs.
It's too much.
....
....
Am I wrong?.
Tell me I'm wrong.
Tell me I'll regret it.
Tell me it's the end.
Tell me it's gone... forever.
Tell me there's no coming back.
Tell me. Tell me.
Dead.
Labels: love, ME blahblahs, SAD me
continuation.. :]
CONTINUATION OF THE 15 FACTS ABOUT ME 9. I love playing with my youngest brother. :]
-- I love irritating him. That's playing!. And we have so many bonding moments. :] May it be computer stuffs, drawing. hahaha. :]
10. I am a bookworm. :]
-- I super love books!. I care alot for my books rather than my techy gadgets (iPod, cellphone, etc. etc.). Before you can borrow my book, your hands must be clean. I don't want to see creases. I don't want the pages to be crumpled just a bit. That's how much I super care about MY books!. :] And I am enjoyed with the different stories suuuuper good authors give me!. :] Right now, I bought 4 books from Barnes and Nobles. :]
A.
BLEED by
Laura Faria Stolarz :]
B.
BOYS WILL PUT YOU ON A PEDESTAL (so they can look up your skirt) by
Philip Van Munching :]
C.
THE ZAHIR by
Paulo Coelho :]
D.
THE BREAKUP BIBLE by
Melissa Cantor11. Easy to spend, so hard to save. :]
-- When I have money, I spend it so easily. Poof! Money vanishes into thin air. haha. I just can't keep myself from not buying something I really like. :] But when my pocket is empty. No signs of money, I problem it alot!!!!. Why is it super hard??. :]
12. I love pictures and I'm wanting MY OWN digicam. :]
-- Yah. I so love taking pictures. I just wish for my digicam! and a laptop of my own. awwww.
13. I want to travel to EUROPE!. :]
-- Europe is the place!. Italy.... I really want to go there. But here in America, the weather is cold but it's nice. :] Their malls are super cool!. way too cool. The people here are cool too. and there are cute guys all over. :] The thing with the Philippines is that, when you walk, eyes will follow you. Here, nobody cares about how you look and the way you look. Care about yourself ONLY!. :] But I still miss the Philippines alot. I just want a vacation here. Maybe 2months will be more enjoyable. :] But it's fine for me cause I want to see my friends again!. :]
14. I don't want to feel SURPRISED. (gulat!). :]
-- please... don't do that to me. Ill have a heart attack. I remember, It was brownout, 11pm. gahd. Im downstairs surfing the net when suddenly boom. Lights out. Electricity's out. Im the only person downstairs cause everyone's in their rooms na. I went up the stairs, with the backlight of my cellphone my guide. Then when I reached the top, our katulong BUGGED me!. I was like first mental blocked.... heart blocked. My heart sounded like a hundred more decibels than a landing plane!. god!. It was bad..... Whew. I was like about to faint.. hahaha.
15. I am a holy person. I love life. :]
-- Yeah!. This is true. I look like a bad girl... but I turn to God always. I thank Him for all of his good blessings. :] Im meant to be justified by him by making my mistakes. I am God-fearing. :] And when everything keeps me down. He is always there to bring me back to who I am. Galing nu?. Di mu iisipin na ganun ako. And I have a good picture of me in the future. I am always inspired of having a good life. :] What I mean is I have my own prospects of what I'll be cause I have dreams and I dont want my dreams to end up in the trash sooon. :]
Labels: BOOKworm, ME blahblahs, NEW stuffs
FACTS ABOUT ME. :]
15 FACTS ABOUT ME1. I am only 14 years old. :]
-- Many of the people who just saw me from the first time tells that I'm 18 or 20 or badly,,, OLDER. gahd!. I don't look old that much. Well, maybe it is with the height. But still, my mind is (isip-bata!). :]
2. I am a gurly-gurl. :]
-- Hindi ako sobrang kikay pero like a girl, i love accessories, shopping, cute boys and stuffs. I am not punk, but I like the color black. :] I am not a gangstah, but I also like rap, rnb songs. :] Right now, I'm not really into rock. If I heard a rock song, it's up to me if I'll like it. :]
3. I cry a lot. :]
-- Gawain ng lahat ng tao yan, pero ako mababaw ang luha. When I watch romantic, sad movies, I do cry a lot. And when people say bad things to me, rather than not to pansin it, I look all my mistakes and cry to it. I'm a really sensitive person. :]
4. I wanna be good at sports stuff,,, but I just cant!. :]
-- I'm so jealous when girls and boys who are so good in playing sports, came close to me. I don't know why, I'm energetic and active though. But its just for kabaliwan not for sports stuff. God put me into this world with no good-abouts in sports. haha. :]
5. I am makalat. :]
-- All of my things, whether its my school stuff, my personal stuff, hygiene stuff, It's pakalat-kalat!. But, when sometimes my mood hates to see makalat stuffs I fix it. Big BUT!, when my mood goes back to normal again (being makalat), I always forget where to put it!. haha. :]
6. I am capital L-AZY. :]
-- Like Arli, charging cellphones, iPod, and turning off things (my mom gave me a responsibility in the house, ugh!), I am lazy. Again, when the good mood came up to me, nice day!. :] I do a lot of things. (pretty good things). haha. :]
7. I am shy... ^.^
-- As a person, when it's the first time we talk, I talk alot if I like you. :p But when its to guys, I am really shy. haha. Also to looking-mataray girls, I am shy. And when Im the only child talking to elders, I feel shy. :]
8. I want to be heard. :]
-- When its about opinions and advices, I want to be heard. Im a good friend you know. I easily trust persons, but sometimes I got wrongly-trusted someone that s/he backfired me! haha. Is it the term?. haha. But still, when there's fights, I want the opposite party to listen to me first. :]
The other 7 till we meet again. hahaha.
:]
Labels: ME blahblahs
SPIDERMAN 3 on the roll...
Yay! Spiderman 3 is right on ints way on theatres. I watched Tonight Show with Jay Leno and God there's a preview of Spide3. It's just one of the scenes but it's fucking GOOD!. The effects and stuff was really made to kill. I wanna watch it na!
It's enrolment tomorrow. I want to enroll myself but I don't know with my mom if she's gonna allow me. Cause you know I'm the type of the student who doesn't care about bills, enrollment and stuffs. (And I'm the lazy type.) ;]
I went swimming last night! Gosh. I really missed it. Now, I don't know if my strokes are still correct. :] The padyak of the feet and everything. Basta I can breathe siguro and can stride the whole pool... that's swimming for me. ;p
The Things I Miss In School1. I miss my classmates so much. I really wanna see them! I wanna see if there's changes with the gwapito's and dalagitang looks. :))
2. I miss my past teachers. Their different moods. And the happiness they brought us. :] I'm so sad It's still a month away.... But this is good. More relaxing and more BORING time in the house..... ugh.
3. I miss the RAIN. I remember last year, everytime it's raining so hard and classes are suspended, we go dance in the rain!!! woohoo! but teachers kick our asses when they see us wet. Acting, well I don't know if it's true, that they're concerned with our health and stuffs. I miss to watch the rain from the window and look funny when you didn't know that your teacher is calling you to answer his question... and still you refuse to look and continue your the-rain-looks-amazing mood. :p
4. I miss playing volleyball. Acting like you're one of the players of the Philippine team. Hay. It's so fun when we generate our own competition in volleyball.. in our own batch. :] It's so exciting. I also miss watching the boys play. They are really good and they create their BABIES badly.
BABY - n. term used in volleyball when your team and the opponent made as much as 7 ball give-backs or what we call a rally.
Ex.
Hoy! May baby na tayo!5. I miss PARTIES! It's the time when you just go into the gym, act as if you don't care what others might say and dance the night away!!. :] Feel the music. I just hate it when the night is just filled with so much of the bands. I get lazy sitting. I really would love to dance. Sometimes lang, people judge you that you're a papansin. But the officers, they ask you to dance and not be shy... Really magulo!!!. I hate those people who overjudge. and also the people who overdress...
6. Last na muna to. I miss having a BAON!. the money, ha. and ofcourse the tambayan in the caff. Ubusin lahat ng pera hanggang sa ubos na rin pagkain!. Tambay sa court. basketball... Manunuod lng ng mga laro ng boys then suddenly you get tired then we go to the volleyball court. also called Luneta park ng Ar-es. The loveteams hang out there when there are no teachers. When having lunch, when the caffet is crowded, we take it under the mango tree. Along with the other groups having their own. :]
GRABE! NAKAKAMISS NA TALAGA!
To the future freshmen, be good in being friendly or else you'll be hated. :pLabels: ME blahblahs, movie madness, school blahbity
a dancing maiden??
Hi!!!!!!! It's been too long. hahaha.
Well guys, yesterday, I went to practice in Betina's house for the dance to be held at SUBAC. (It's the RS Concert thingy. haha.) When I came there, I was like not really into the mood... I just rode a jeepney that made my butt hurt a lot cause the sun's rays are like pointing to where I'm sitting at.
When I came there.... They're dancing na with all the steps and stuffs for the HOLLABACK GIRL. It's cute. Thanks to ate Nine? or Nayn?. I dont know the spelling but the pronunciation is fine. Kuya Jerney's girlfriend. (Tinay's kuya.) They both really does what it takes to be Philippines Next Top Dancer. They super has the power and the control, the moves, and everything. Even the talent to choreograph rocking dance steps. I just wish I could be like them. :)
Another wish, I hope that I can dance.... for that day. Tinay and Hanna are also not sure yet... Hanna might be or WILL be in Korea. and Tinay will be in BORA. And me... I'm still not sure if that time I'll be in the US. But if we can't...... We'll just dance it in the AP this school year. haha.
I really missed dancing a lot!!!!!!!! I was really enjoyed because of the fact that I'm like a couch potato all days of the summer and THIS day, I'll be giving the guts to dance again. haha. It hurts, really to move a lot. And to execute the steps PEEERFECTLY. hahaha.
Labels: DANCE.ü, ME blahblahs, summer days
galit ako... -naks.
i don't want to be a martyr anymore. so what if you're mad at me, I don't care....
- im mad, e. kase mukha akong tanga.
SURVEY ULE! Do you straighten your hair everyday?
~ hindi nu! pampalandi lng un!. haha.
What's your favorite girly magazine?:
~ candy. :)
Would you kill for chocolate?
~ yeah sure! >:|
Jeans or skirts?
~ jeans. :)
Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry
that's uncomfortable?
~ yeah!.
Did you ever spend all day/night
getting pretty for a guy?
~ di nman! haha.
Would you leave the house without
makeup on?:
~ oo nman! i dont wear make up. eww.
On a scale of 1-10, how fun is
shopping?:
~ more than that!!!!!!!!
Are you spoiled?
~ no, e. haha.
Do you think lipgloss is the best?:
~ no.
Do you freak out if you miss your
favorite show?
~ yeah! sobra!.
Do you yell a lot?
~ pag glit at furious uu. ahaha.
How long does it take you to get ready
~ bsta mah 1hour. :)
Do you wear sweatpants/pajama pants to
school/work?
~ no. haha.
do u like skater boys?
~ hm. pwede na. haha.
Is pink truly the best color in the
entire universe?:
~ no.
Lip gloss a must?:
~ .shut up. no.
Have you ever dressed unlike yourself
to impress a guy?
~ no!.
Do you often wish there was something
you could change?
~ yeah........
Gold or silver?
~ silver. :)
The guy that you like/love/whatever,
what does his name begin with?
~ i dont wanna mention him.
Do you dress up too much for holidays?
~ no po.
Do you like wearing dresses?
~ di nman mxado. pero im trying to like dresses. :)
Do you write a lot of mushy love
poems?
~ no!!.
What makeup could you not live w/out?
~ eyeliner or mascara. pero khit wala un. ok lng!. :)
Labels: boredom, ME blahblahs, surveys
BORED.
I uploaded friendster pics. and now, I got nothing to do. period.
SURVEY kelangan mong mamimili..walang 'both' o
'none' na sagot.
1.Yosi o Liquor?
= liquor. :)
2. Spaghetti o Palabok?
= spaghetti. :)
3. Lipstick o Lipgloss?
= lipgloss. :)
4. Flower o Chocolate?
= as a gift?. flowers!. :)
pero pag as a thing, chocos!. :)
5. Yellow o Green?
= green!. :)
6. food o drink?
= FOOD!. :)
7. Phone o Pc?
= phone ata?. :)
8. to dance o to sing?
= dance!!. :)
9. Tahimik o Maingay?
= maingay!. :)
10. Backless o Topless?
= xet! backless. :)
~*Anong sasabihin mo pag sinabi sayo
ito ng bf/gf mo??
11."Iiwanan mo rin ba ako?"
= aba. depende sa iyo yun. kung may gagawin ka na ikagagalit ko. :p
13. "Ayokong nagsu-sout ka ng
sleeveless"
= ano bang masama dun?. :p
14. "Nagyo-yosi ka ba? itigil mo na
kaya"
= hindi ako nagyoyosi.
15. "Crush ko dati yung kaibigan mo"
= ngaun?. care ko?. haha.
16. "Ayoko na! Break na tayo,kailangan
ko pa hanapin sarili ko!"
= anggaling mo nman!. go! mghanapan kayo ng srili mo!.
~*Anong sasabhin mo pag sinabi sayo ito
ng kaibigan mo?
17. "Wag ka nga maingay!"
= sssh!. :)
18. "Ang gulo mo?"
= haha. kaw din!. :)
19. "Crush ko bf/gf mo"
= spak gusto mo?. haha.
20. "Ouch! ang sakit!"
= nice
friend's name! haha.
21. "gimik tayo!"
= why not?!?. :)
~*Anong sasabihin mo pag sinabi sayo
ito ng mga magulang mo?
22. "Wag kang aalis!"
= ahm. takas pwede?. ü
23. "Okay na ba sayo tong 50pesos na
baon?"
= uhm. kr. kr. kr. ewan?.
(acting na "hindi pwede!" haha.)
24. "Wag ka nang sasama sa mga
kaibigan mo!
= at bAKET??.
25. "Mag seminaryo ka nlang!"
= ayoko magpari!. madre nlng. haha. eew.
26. "I-break mo na bf/gf mo,hndi ko
siya gusto?
= ngayon?. ikaw ba ang magmamahal s knya?.
27. "hoy! Late ka na!"
= late kung late. haha.
28. "Lumayas ka!"
= pera muna!. :)
29. Pinaka-kinaiinisan mong dumadating
buwan-buwan?
= ayun na un!. haha.
Labels: boredom, ME blahblahs, surveys
i'm a dentist's pet. :p
What do teens say about braces?
-> Ow.. It's being "cool". (with that twitch of the fingers.)
-> Yeah.. She's just rich. (with the taray of the eyes.)
-> It's just pampaarte!. DUH!. (with the pilantik of the fingers.)
To tell you,,
-> It's not being cool. (others just think it is.)
-> It's not being rich. (right now, almost everyone has it in their teeth.)
-> It's not pampaarte!. Duh!. (do we want this??)
I was born with the not-so-beautiful set of teeth. And since Grade6, that was summer, I became a
DENTIST'S PET. don't you know it sucks?. well, for me, kinda. haha. I didn't wish for this, I just wished I was one of the kids//teens born with the precious set. Anyway, why does it have to be beautiful?. Because the teeth is a very good asset? Because everytime you smile and people would see it, rather than they smile back at you they frown? Because people wouldn't like to talk to you and everytime they see your bad teeth, nababadtrip sila? Maybe that's just it. haha. Somehow, I'm grateful that we have that money to make my teeth presentable. (is that the right term?. haha.)
After two years of braces, I think my teeth is still not that perfect. Now, I'm in my retainers and it's bullshit!. I can't speak my R clearly. And my S doesn't even sound like it's an S. It's "esh". Hayy. :]
My tummy aches a lot!!!. >:| This is not about the poopy stuff. haha. I think I have ulcer. NO!. NO!. It can't be. (im just kidding, ha!.) :]
It's so hooottt!!!!!!!!!!. Waaaah!. Im gonna die with this kind of weather, really!!!. Argh. Sweat. Sweat..
How damn it is to balance your focus between your parents and your boyfriend. Who would you follow anyway? Your parents, who just care a lot and they don't want their child to end as a failure just because of this boyfriend stuff AND tells you you're still bata and there's still a lot of time for you to focus on that? "
Papunta ka pa lang pabalik na kame". Or your boyfriend, who remains just as an inspiration and makes you happy and understands you a lot?.
Hmm. I think it really depends on how we handle it. As long as we balance the consequences of what we choose and be sure not to regret it, I think we can decide for ourselves. :] Just be easy on things. Follow your heart, at the same time use your brain. Definitely, it really is hard. Well, thats life.
In the end, we choose what we want and we choose our own consequences. Labels: issues, life matters, ME blahblahs
before boredom kills...
Ahhh!. Yes!. Now, i can fully say that i have a daily-to-do thing right now. haha. I just hope (please hope for me!) that this time i won't be lacking consistency. The problem with me is just that, everytime i do new blogs (actually, this is my 5th blog and i hope this won't end in nothing. :p), i get lazy in the middle of it. i probably wish that this time, i got a lot of things to share with you guys. Im just sorry if i cant share pictures with you yet. But i PROMISE to bring a lot of stories!.
Right now, im bored with everything. I always get stuck in the house, with no excitement to do. It's like a movie with the same scenes!!. Argh. I just wished, classes will come by again. haha. (just kidding!. ehe. ehe. ehehe.) I'd rather do things without effort... than Do things that needs a lot of it!!!. hahaha. Hey, this april 14, we're gonna have a closing party.. Just for the VIPs. hahaha. that's me and my friends. haha. We still don't have the place yet. Everyone's still not sure where to spend it. But the thing is, everything will come to its place as long as.... WE'RE ALL TOGETHER PEEPS!.ü me, im not yet sure if ill be allowed. (i know my dad. haha.). but ill force my parents to let me go!. I just wished it would be in the beach.. Hayyy..
Anyways, my braces were just removed yesterday. My dentist said that starting now, ill be wearing retainers. Yay!. There is this improvement with my teeth but its not yet PERFECT. haha. Why does it have to be???. Somehow, i also prefer for it to be perfect but the consequences are just too tiring for me. haha. It's my choice if i would like to extend wearing braces again.... for 10 MONTHS!!. waaaah!. That'll be harsh, with all the hardships in eating and everything. haha. I'm still in my decision process (like it was a big thing. haha.)
Bye for now.
Love lots.. :)
*ill keep posting
*leave comments. :) or just type in at my cbox. :0
Labels: ME blahblahs, NEW stuffs, summer days
